DEAL or NO DEAL
habang ang buong sambayanan ay nagtatalo ang pag iisip kung sino ang isusulat sa mga ballot papers pagdating ng lunes (as if pinag iisipan talaga nila) ang lohlah nyo naman ay nagtatalo ang isip kung aabsent ba at pupunta sa screening ng deal or no deal….(maliban pa jan ang isang tao na gumugulo sa isip ko)
when insecurity and depression strikes me
this pic? this is nothing.
how am i doing? i dont know…
all i know is that:
im not performing well in my workplace
im a sister who doesnt act as a sister
a hopelessly devoted ex-girlfriend
a girl who settles with mediocrity of life
a girl who never even try to excel in everything that she does
first things first…
wow, 30% conversion? what the hell? to think i’m in a group of call center newbies…not to note that im with a team who excels…
ok maybe im just freaking out with my stats, who wouldnt anyway…day after day of less than 30 %?
in experian, i was burnt out twice, once in groople, and here in expedia? 3 or 4? i couldnt even count exactly anymore, damn…
let me figure out… maybe im just taking this so seriously, well, i should be, coz im getting so so behind with my teammates…
yesterday was the worst, wow, one sale!
sobrang nakakahiya na ang stats ko, ano nga ba nangyayari sa akin? the more na iniisip ko ang running mtd ko mas nadedepress at na iinsecure ako…gusto ko syang balewalain at magmove on pero di ko magawa…napapako ako sa kakaisip sa nangyayari sa akin…tas iiyak na lang ako, which is so unprofessional for me…lahat na yata ng pagiintindi ginagawa ng sup ko pero i know time will come i’ll push him to his limits and only God knows kung anong gagawin nya sa akin
espy naman…ganyan talaga sumtyms,one day mababa ang stats tapos d nxt day tataas…nka survive ka nga sa experian sa expedia pa kaya?huwag kna umiyak sayang beauty mo..takecare
of professionalism and reality…
"i know i dont deserve to have the best rest days"
(sorry hindi ko feel ang magsalita ng banyagang wika)
pero seryoso ako sa mga sasabihin ko….
may nasimulan na akong entry kahapon at balak ko na lang sana ituloy kaso nagbago ang mga pangyayari…
tapos na ako maglaba…at dahil basa na rin naman naligo na ako…habang naliligo, unti-unti ko ng iniisip ang ilalagay kung shout out, ang pagbabalita ko na "hey, guys, fri sat sun na ang off ko pagdating ng november, magkakarun na rin ako ng time para sa inyo at hindi na lang puro trabaho inaatupag ko kapag pahinga nyo"…syempre andun yung excitement…magiging pareho na kami ng sked ni tin-tin at ni ruthel, kung gusto naming lumabas at gumimik ay pwedeng pwede…kung may YP meeting ang Navs LB pwede akong pumunta etc etc etc…pwede rin akong maka attend sa mg night out ng mga NAvs undergrad, sa mga xmas party at syempre sa darating na feb fair just in case ganun pa rin sked ko…ok
paglabas ko tumutunog ang cellphone ko…may tawag pala, at galing sa supervisor ko…go sagot….
yun nga may pagbabago daw sa shift bid…common, i was offered a 630 a.m. shift na hindi ko na matandaan ang off, but then since 630 sya keber sa rd…nag tanong ako kung may later sked at tinanong ko na rin kung ano naging sked ni zig…730 daw na tue wed fri, so ask ako kung meron pang same shift kase parang ang kapal naman ng mukha ko kung hihingi ako ng sat sun off diba? knowing ang mtd ko ay 30 per cent lang, so meron daw, kay ok na yun, at least pareho kami ng magiging sked ni zig….
so i thought, zigs already knew the supposedly new skeds…i texted him pero wala pa pala syang alam, at bumalik lang sa ulirat ko na …wait, yun yung original sked ni zig ah… i texted kyle, and i learned that someone from tere’s team is requesting for his sked its just that hindi sya pumayag…to note naman talaga, magagaling or matataas ang conversion ng mga tao ni tere…
at dahil siguro may mas deserving na tao from her team to get a fri sat sun off, my supposedly sked was given or offered or worst gotten by them and in return i will get his or her original sked…i dont know the real story behind pero kung ano man ang gusto nila, gawin nila because they have the power and im just a nobody converter…
the past
"carry your own load" sabi nga ni sir elmer…
anong connect? wala lang gusto ko lang i-intro yung salitang load…
this past days, ive been so disturbed, so different…feeling ko andami kong pinapasan…
let’s get started with an agent… a teammate to be exact…alam ko its unfair sa kanya, me not telling him why i’ve been acting so differently towards him…sa akin lang kase ayoko ng magpaliwanag…but then i’ll take my chance here…
twas sunday, as usual a bad day for all of us…he’s taking his last call and he’s having difficulty with his customer’s credit card verification…as usual, he’s having his tantrums and whinings and curses…ako nakaupo lang, as usual di ko sya pinapakialaman, dahil naiirita nga ako sa kanya sa pagiging oa nya (im sorry)…before his customer hung up, ive had my last call…eh di wala na syang ginagawa, aba, tumayo ba naman at nakinig sa call ko, tas ng naramdaman kong shopping na yun, naabot ko na yung saturation point ng inis ko sa kanya, kumbaga naibuhos ko sa kanya inis ko…yun…yan ang story…
hindi ko naman sinasabing magbago ka…pero kung mag iinarte ka lang naman whenever may shopping/service calls ka, aba’y wag ka na tumabi sa napili kong station, kung pwede lang, maraming bakanteng upuan.
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ibang kwento naman, kwentong puso naman…
last friday night was PS idol first elim night. i learned that bob was one of the contestant. so syempre, batchmate sa ps, nanood ako, kahit alam kong malaki ang chance na magkikita kami ni kaizer. well alam nyo naman siguro kwento namin. actually nagdadalawang isip ako manood kase nga sa presence nya, but then i learned manonood din daw sina ten-ten, abay kamusta naman, mag isa pa rin ako nanood. nakisama na lang ako kina fifi, bob at kaizer, at sa iba pang nandun. the competition went well, pasok si bob for next elim night. however ng pauwi na ako, sakay ng taxi, ang mata ko’y nanunubig, hindi po ako nagkaroon ng biglang sore eyes, naiiyak lang po. tang ina dama ko pa rin ang hurt, shet! hindi ko alam kung bakit. ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko. ang emotional ko. alam nyo yun? lalo nat hindi nyo talaga formal na ginawa ang break up? dammit! ngayon, nakakaya ko ng ikwento na hindi naiiyak, naka get over na siguro ako, but then ayaw kong magsalita ng patapos. ganun naman ako eh, once makwento ko, tapos na…alam nyo yun? kelangan ko lang ma-saturate sa nararamdaman ko. kaya nga paminsan kahit sarili ko kinakausap ko, mabawasan lang ang load ko eh.
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so anong drama ng review ko about LOVE WILL LEAD YOU BACK? wala lang nangangarap lang na mangyari ang mga katagang nasa kantang yan….
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sa ngayon, cool lang muna ako…keber na lang sa mga naramdaman ko the past days…
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shift bid, putcha, balik graveyard na ako, official nov4, kaso ang problema 10 by 4, first time!
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ano pa ba? wala na so far….
another day
panindigan ang color pink dahil inlove daw!
i loved him and i was hurt
i hated him and still, i was hurt
so ano na lang gagawin ko?
wow sis, sama ng tama mo. You should start dating just for the hell of it. Your punishing yourself rather than living your life to the fullest
a day of boredom
nothing in particular
nothing new
except that
its a new month hehe
well, never too late, i pass my second month in expedia with just a point hehe unfortunately, my schedule adherance is not enough for me to be completely happy…gone are my dreams…it would be an extra money to pay our house rental…sad…damn that water shortage grrrr
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