a new year to a new place :)
wow! after 1 year and ten months nakabalik na rin ako ulit sa bikol! kaso super bitin hehe
last night i was in my tita’s place in tabaco… we attended J-anne’s 3rd birthday party… and i was given the task to be the MC! why not diba? di ko pa man din forte ang mga bata… ok lang tapos na rin hehe kakahiya nga, pilipit dila ko, tapos may nalilimot pa akong mga bikol terms hehe tapos yun, kinagabihan kami namang magpipinsan nag celebrate… inuman kami hehe at dahil mejo puyat pa ako, lasing agad ako haha well, correction, kami pala ni manay monique hahahahaha
ayan, mayang gabi, new years eve na yehey!!!!
naku 2nd death anniv din pala ng lola ko (R.I.P.)
thank You!!!
wow! what a good morning that i have… dumating na rin ang inaantay ko hehehe
hay naku, kung wala nga naman sa plano, paniguradong kapraningan madudulot sayo hahaha
but then, come to think of it, when i was in sophomore sabi ko kay ate mai, "what if hindi ko natapos ang college and i got pregnant?" ang weird ko daw sabi ni ate mai… "wala lang, gusto ko lang magdeviate sa normal, gusto ko lang maiba." - sagot ko
when i reached my twenties, my ganun pa ring pag iisip pero ibang reasoning. this time, gusto kong maging single parent. sabi ni kuya rem, its too early pa daw for me thinking about that. well, gusto ko maging single parent hindi dahil gusto kong magdeviate (kase parang normal na yan sa ngayon eh) kundi dahil feeling ko, wala ng lalaking worth to be a husband and a father..un lang…
pero ng dumating ang chance, hindi ko naman alam kung tatanggapin ko ba o hindi, anu ba yan…
od: Balita ko gusto mong maging single mom?
lucy: haha so binasa mo?
od: Of course. Partially
od: I do scanning and the word baby or child caught my eyes
lucy: i see, ewan ko ba kase
od: Explain the blog
lucy: hmmm bigla k lang naisip eh
od: Basta ganun lang yun?
lucy: sabi ko nga dun diba, parang wala ng man worth enough na maging husband or father
od: Wow!
od: I guess and also some thinks nobody is worth being a mother of their child
lucy: well, may kanya kanya tayong opinion
od: But don’t u think raising a kid without a father would be detrimental to the childs up bringing
lucy: oo, pero depende na yun sa pagpapaliwanag mo at pagpapalaki sa kanya…but then im not closing myself naman kung may possibilty pa na mahanap ko ung guy na gusto ko or something
od: Hhhmmmp
od: So anong guy gusto mo?
od: Prince charming?
od: Or the naturalist
lucy: ewan ko, i dont set any standards naman kse, bsta alam kong yung nakakasundo ko at pareho naming naiintindihan ang isat isa
od: U know there is always arguement with couples. U can’t deny it
lucy: i know, pero hindi naman pwede yung araw2 na lang may arguement
od: Uhuh
od: The point is finding out a way to solve it
lucy: basta
od: Well
od: R u still in favor of that notion u put on ur blog?
od: Kinda scary if u ask me
lucy: i know, pwede pa namang magbago yan e, bata pa naman ako, malay ko ba in two or 2 years i’ll meet sumone na makakapagbago sa ideang yan…
od: Hopefully
lost in love
bakit pag mahal mo, di ka mahal
friends lang gusto nya
mahal ka, pero di mo naman mahal
for some reasons na di mo maintindihan
ok na kau, pero ayaw ng commitment
parang kayo din naman…
hayyy, love nga naman…
haha, gets ko to
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