hooowaaat???
as in hoooowaaattt!!!
you know what? as my yesterday’s song of the day’s lyrics goes (toinks, ano daw?)… dont you know, dont you know (you got it all, alam nyo na?)
one of my funny but greatest fears had come into a realization!!!???
yes. and its official on monday 12 midnight…as in, ewan ko ba, di mamatay-matay ang ningas, bahala na, immune na rin naman ang systema ko sa presence nya…
try ko nga i-copy paste yung ginawa kong kaewanan, wait lang
YOU GOT IT ALL
I, I was a game he would play
He brought the clouds to my day
Then like a ray of light
You came my way one night
Just one look and I knew
You would make everything clear
Make all the clouds disappear
Put all your fears to rest
Who do i love the best?
Don’t you know, don’t you know
You got it all over him
You got me over him
Honey it’s true
There’s just you
You must have been heaven sent
Hearing me call you went
Out on a limb
And you’re all that he’s not
Just look what I got
Cause you got it all
Over him
No, don’t let him worry you so
Once I met you I let go
Oh you can surely see
You’re so much more to me
Just one look and I knew
You would make everything clear
Make all the clouds disappear
You’re better than all the rest
Who do I love the best
Don’t you know, don’t you know
You got it all over him
You got me over him
Honey it’s true
There’s just you
You must have been heaven sent
Hearing me call you went
Out on a limb
And you’re all that he’s not
Just look what I got
Cause you got it all
All over him
(You got it all over him, You got me over him)
Honey it’s true there’s just you
You must have been heaven sent
Hearing me call you went
Out on a limb
And you’re all that he’s not
Just look what I got
Cause you got it all
All over him
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ÜÜ ahh okey, di nakasama yung pixes, ok lang…
ay kowt…
when oppurtunity closes its door before you, it will open a window for you
familiar kayo? hindi noh? ako din eh … hehehehe
wala lang, masaya lang ako, daming promoted sa mga tao from our acct in just a span of two months, at dahil jan nakikisaya ako kase promoted din si sister skye, ayun, usap din kame ni ms. keiko, and i’m very happy, well not just happy, ecstatic is the right word for that, parang ganito oh ->
im thankful that she trusts me that much, dont worry ms. keiko, i’ll do my best to help you out…
another great news?
well, i believe graduate na ako ng pacman esp … naku sana po tuloy-tuloy na toh, sana mawala na moodswings ko pagdating sa pagsagot sa mga calls… thank God talaga, kahit tinatalikuran ko siya, lagi nya pa rin akong binabatukan at pinapa alala na anjan lang sya nagmamatyag, nag-aantay na lapitan …
so ngayon, wala lang, punta ako maaga sa opis, matutulog dun, at bukas pupunta ako cavite, hay naku, makikita ko ulit ang kambal, hello josh and ciara…
yun lang…
mwahness!
FrEaky friday…
whoa! whatta friday, freaky, hehe, san ka pa, lumilindol habang may calls
goodluck at madaming dead air, i ended with 114 calls at 241 talk time hmmm
pwede na
i tried clicking this link?https://lostnlove.blogspot.com nag-eexist pala sya hehe
yung link ko may number tska kailangang may idagdag na letter
know what? its quarter to six already, two hours lang akong tulog ngayong araw, hay naku, nag-internet na lang ako…
goodluck sa shift mamya, sana marami mag-ot para walang qeue
maka-print nga ng pix harhar
yun lang balita ko
Py-eS: kala ko ba eSPy bold and brave ka? bat di mo ilagay dito yung totoong link ng blog mo?
sagot: kase po ayoko na ng gulo harhar
just another manic monday
red para pula, sagisag ng dugong totoo, sagisag ng dugong rebelde?
toinks hehehe
ayun, kamusta naman ang talk time? 4:01, so mga 4:30 or less aht ko nyan… pero masaya kase kung all out ang service mo sa customer, yung tipong ang saya ng feeling kapag napapacify mo yung irate na customer, diba? tapos yung QA mo singko, o san ka pa? ok lang, wala na ako masyado "pake" sa aht ko, as long as papatak sa singko ang QA at SAF ko, ayos na yun…
AT… alam ko na sked ko, magpapalit kaya ako? bale 12:30 am start nya, rest day ko is wed-thur, actually ngayon ko pa lang sya iintindihin, so thur ng gabi punta na ako ng ofis, log in pagpatak ng 1230, gosh di ko ma-imagine, bahala na hehehe
ano pa ba? hmmm…
yung rebellious at matters of the art nasa isa kong blog
eto link nya:http://lostnlove.blogspot.com/
click naman agad, shungark! kulang yan ng dalawang character
text nyo na lang ako, hehe, aning ka din espy eh
matalino lang sabihin mo hahaha
TXT at MMS
waaahhh tili kung tili kagabi sa center stage cinema ng MOA hehehe
gwapo talaga ni dennis, akalain mo yun call center agent hehehe
nood kayo, astig kung marami kayo
synopsis:
TXT is the story of Joyce (Angel Locsin), a caregiver who is grieving the loss of her boyfriend Roman (Oyo Boy Sotto), who died in a car accident.
One night, Joyce starts receiving text messages and picture messages from Roman’s cellphone, which was supposedly destroyed in the car accident.
Roman constantly reminds her that he is still with her everywhere she goes, and he will kill anyone who gets between them. Joyce will try to uncover the truth behind the creepy messages together with long-time friend Alex (Dennis Trillo).
source: http://starmometer.com/2006/10/01/angel-locsin-oyo-boy-sotto-team-up-in-ghost-flick-%E2%80%98text%E2%80%99/
andun yung tipong alam mo yung mangyayari pero my shock factor pa rin
song to ponder:
Don’t cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Confine me
Make up your mind
Should I let you fall
Lose it all
So maybe you can remember yourself
Can’t keep believing
We’re only deceiving ourselves
And I’m sick of the lie
And you’re too late
Don’t cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Confine me
Make up your mind
Couldn’t take the blame
Sick with shame
Must be exhausting to lose your own game
Selfishly hated
No wonder you’re jaded
You can’t play the victim this time
And you’re too late
Don’t cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Confine me
Make up your mind
You never call me when you’re sober
You only want it cause it’s over
It’s over
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I? You were never mine!
So don’t cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
Don’t lie to me
Just get your things
I’ve made up your mind
its my monday tonight, at kamusta naman kaya ang magiging resulta ng shift bid ko? hellow umabot ako sa 10 by 4 sked, wag naman sana mabigay yun sa akin huhu
at take note, i loose weight na naman huhu, stressed? i need to take stresstabs again …
read on.K?
BLOG.everyone’s getting crazy with it.
before we proceed, allow me to educate YOU of the following stuff (friends just a reminder, no such word as stuffs ok?)
WHAT is blog; and
WHY people make blog or blog entries.
ok, i believe i dont have to use a specific source in defining that thing (anyway im not doing a dissertation, at graduate na ako ng UP, di na ako maeexpel hehe)
blog, a journal that evolve to something electronic; that evolve to something publicly viewed (unless specified to be privately viewed by the author, ang kaso ba’t nag-blog ka pa?) …its a place where you wrote all your thoughts, your views, experiences under the sun…
sabi nga ni tin, "kaya ka nga nag-blog para ipakita at mabasa ng ibang tao"
ngayon, naintindihan mo na ang ibig sabihin ng blog?
and to think nagpasalamat pa sya sa blog ko.. (posted september 18,on her moments of silence blog)
ayoko na ng gulo, ayoko na ng away
o baka di mo na nman naiintindihan ginagawa ko, this is just to educate you about blog
hindi ito away
out of the bloom …
again, out of the bloom …
sounds as if something wrong diba?
kase mali talaga yang phrase na yan
dapat kase: OUT OF THE BLUE
kilala mo na kung sino ka?
kahapon bonding kami nina ruthel, joey at kristine
sbarro kaming apat, tas shopping kami ni tin hehe
kaya ngayon pa lang wala ng pera hehehe
kamusta naman ang sabado? queing kung queing
tinalo ang lunes, 121 calls kaya nasagot ko, at 2:57 minutes ang talk time ko
so mga around 3:10 aht ko nun
hay, kelan ba ang shift bid at mag rest day na ako ng weekend!!!
at kamusta naman pagdating ng lunes?
ang fcr-cs, ayala side na lang ang i-o-occupy na side, at ang pwesto pa namin sa tabi lang nina maam lan, kamusta naman diba?
and who got an issue of fhm na si katrina halili ang cover? hahaha si lucy meron nun, may topic kaseng maganda …
kamusta naman ang yahoo mail, may bagong setting
parang pina unlad na ms outlook lang ah
song to ponder:
Get in the house off the coast
If I let you go
She gon’ take everything I own
If I let you go
I can’t let you go, damn if I let you go
She gon’ rock them VVS stones
If I let you go
Get in the ‘Bach or the Rolls
If I let you go
She gon’ profit everything I taught
If I let you go
I can’t let you go, damn if I let you go
Tell me how should I feel
When I know what I know
And my female intuition tellin me you a dog
People told me ’bout the flames
I couldn’t see through the smoke
When I need answers, accusations
What you mean you gon choke
Oh
You can’t stay, you gotta go
Ain’t no other chick spendin’ your dough
This is taking a toll, the way the story unfolds
Not the picture perfect movie everyone would’ve saw
She gon’ be rockin’ chinchilla coats
If I let you go
Get in the house off the coast
If I let you go
She gon’ take everything I own
If I let you go
I can’t let you go, damn if I let you go
She gon’ rock them VVS stones
If I let you go
Get in the ‘Bach or the Rolls
If I let you go
She gon’ profit everything I taught
If I let you go
I can’t let you go, damn if I let you go
Ring the alarm
I been through this too long
But I’ll be damned if I see another chick on your arm
Won’t you ring the alarm
I been through this too long
But I’ll be damned if I see another chick on your arm
Tell me how should I feel
When you made me belong
And the thought of you just touchin’ her
Is what I hate most
I don’t want you, but I want it
And I can’t let it go
To know you give it to her like you gave it to me, come on
Ooh
He’s so arrogant and bold (Oh)
But she gon’ love that shit, I know
I done put in a call, time to ring the alarm
‘Cause you ain’t never seen a fire like the one I’ma cause…
She gon’ be rockin’ chinchilla coats
If I let you go
Get in the house off the coast
If I let you go
She gon’ take everything I own
If I let you go
I can’t let you go, damn if I let you go
She gon’ rock them VVS stones
If I let you go
Get in the ‘Bach or the Rolls
If I let you go
She gon’ profit everything I taught
If I let you go
I can’t let you go, damn if I let you go
Ooh
How can you look at me
And not see all the things
That I kept only just for you
Ooh
Why would you risk it babe
Is that the price that I pay
Ooh
But this is my show, and I won’t let you go
All it’s been paid for, and it’s mine
How could you look at me
And not see all the things
She gon’ be rockin’ chinchilla coats
If I let you go
Get in the house off the coast
If I let you go
She gon’ take everything I own
If I let you go
I can’t let you go, damn if I let you go
She gon’ rock them VVS stones
If I let you go
Get in the ‘Bach or the Rolls
If I let you go
She gon’ profit everything I taught
If I let you go
I can’t let you go, damn if I let you go
sadness
my post yesterday should be my last entry this week
however something happened that triggered me to go online again today
i hate myself for texting her
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im sad
coz
im bad
im broke
and
im bitter
in FAIRnes to me …
hi (duh pink daw oh)
(hingang malalim)
i know you’re all aware of my rudeness, my being mean, my being immature, and for the business world - my being unprofessional…
i know i must be behaving my age (naxx)
well, tao lang ako, at hindi santa at mas lalong hindi bayani (duh hallerr hehe)
well, huling labas na ng 6-page issue na yun, kung sino man ang huling mga nakabasa nun, sila na lang at wala ng ibang makakabasa pa nun
enough of that,
ok na ako at uulitin ko ok na ako (kelangan i-broadcast?)
aatupagin ko na lang ang bwisit kong QA, kung bakit naman kase kelangan pang ma-QA ang pumapalpak na calls, sandamukal naman ang good and should i say perfect calls ko … ayan tuloy napagkakamalan na apektado ako maxado, eh di naman, hay, tonight na lang …
something to start up with …
wahahaha
kapal ng mukha hehehe
wala lang masaya lang
natapos din problema at natapos din cheerdance
sa problema muna tayo
nga pala gurl, sorry sa lahat lahat
lam mo yun victim lang ako, tayo
im just an innocent lass fighting for something i thought was worth fighting for, but i was wrong …
all my officemates hated him and i think that’s enough reason to be happy (just kidding) but seriously, my officemates even if they are not my close friends hated him kase nga they were able to witness everything especially the night na naging kame ulet and after how many days nag celebrate din pala kayo ng 8th monthsarry sa tagaytay? after they learned the stories based on my investigations and proofs gusto syang pagsasasapakin (OA naman nyan espy) at i-boycot ang sandwich na binebenta nya hehehe
sadness may iba pa ring nanunukso pero tinatawanan ko na lang
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cheerdance naman tayo
yehey tapos na, normal na ulit akong tao, ay kami pala
sadness nga lang at may mga issue pang nangyari
ah basta kami we were there not to perform but to give happiness to the audience hehehe
another sadness, di na capture ni ana yung favorite part ko :’( …
yung sumasampa ako kay jeff (ay si demi na pala) tas iikot nya ako 
pero ok lang, may moment pa naman ako ng gumiling ako mag isa hehehe
wait nyo lang pag in-upload ko yun sa youtube hehehehe
ayun, pahinga sa JG, tawanan, sa pangunguna ni joel hehe
tas kumain kami sa gilligans
tas uwian na
sama kaya ako sa galera?
pag-iisipan ko ….
desperate measures
DESPERATED - to quote "he denied it, comforted me and told me never to worry cause those acts are normal for the desperated…" (to be continued)"
so desperated ako? leche ka, hopeless romantic lang ako, pero para sayo magiging desperada ako? its a big NO WAY!
continuation …"and finally told me…all he needs is trust… and again i did" - hindi kaya ikaw mas desperada ang lagay?
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going back to a better world, my gosh, antok na antok na ako, heto at blog pa rin inaatupag ko… ayun cheerdance na mayang 630P… goodluck naman…
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say cheese
before: 
look at that hair!
after
and this hair, magenta yan hehe, turnip-head ako ng unang araw mag-pacellophane ako
im just glad, i discovered it
eureka!hay feeling ko im like a scientist after i was able to recover some of her posts…originally kase diba she sent me her blog’s linki was not able to read her posts the first time i accessed it, i just made a quick scan as in really quick scanthen ng mejo maliwanag na pag-iisip ko i decided to read her blogsadness naggagandahang pix ko na ang bumulaga sa akinand all her posts were gone (and so i thought … )tapos kahapon, without any objective but to view again her blog, may nadiscover ako …yun nga i was able to recover some of her posts, such as their love history and chronicles of their lives,her reaction with my posts (promise totoo po yung mga posts ko, wag sya tanungin mo, officemates namin ang i-interrogate mo), how they celebrate their dates, her own story when she met his parents yada-yadareading her posts made me so ecstatic … crazy right?as i read her posts i was also reminiscing the same things thats happening between the two of us.grabe, sa tanda kung to di ko pa rin ma-differentiate ang guy na nagsasabi ng totoo.ito isipin nyo late march nagninilandi sya mag-text sa akin tas may gf pala syang tinuringan?late april i learned nagkaroon sya ng gf, tanda ko we were on DR account those days when someone told me he has a gf. so i verified it to our common friend. this common friend told me na nagkarun sya ng gf who resides in laguna, this gurl is kinda demanding for a quality time for the both of them however the guy cant commit to it… so they just decided to call it quits…so ako tiwala na ako na wala syang gf.here comes june, maliwanang pa sa sikat ng araw ang pagkakatanda ko sa mga pangyayari…june 2 exactly my birthday, on the other hand its exactly there 5th monthsarry, wala lang, tanda ko lang how he texted me sweet nothings, my pa-mwah-mwah effect pa sya, grabe…days before june 18 (the dawn naging kami formally, and so i thought…at yang mga araw ding pala yan ay may matindi silang sigalot - to quote from your posts) he invited me to watch a movie kase malapit na kami mag-change ng sked magiging tue-wed na RD ko at sat-sun pa rin sya…and i think that was the day we walk home together (as in like from JG to ayala mrt station) at ang kapal ng mukha nya, he suddenly hold my hand! ako si tanga NR kunyari pro kinikilig deep inside, ah basta ang PDA nya ng mga time na yan, at yan nga yung time na we ate at steakhouse, grabe i really cant believe it that he can act those ACTS! what an actor!at ito pa yung nagpalakas ng loob ko na wala nga syang ibang gf… actually di natuloy yung panonood ng sine, we attended a birthday celeb of one of his dear barkadas’ child… basta hindi ko rin alam kung totoo yung mga sinasabi ng mga taong yun, kaya lang kase si ate noemi ba magsisinungaling? (naks ate daw o, feeling close, sana lang tama name na binigay ko) basta kesyo after four years ako yung naging next gf nya, my gosh, yun pala may current gf sya…reminiscing the time na nagkabalikan kami gave me goosebumps, todo deny sya sa gurl, pro umamin naman sya sa sup nya na its like the song "muling ibalik"… hay naku artista ka talaga… tapos sasabihin mo ur still adjusting kase ngayon ka lang nagkarun ng gf na kasa-kasama sa work… ? baka naman your still adjusting kung pano magkarun ng sabay na gf? right?and to the gurl he’s not a man YET, beinte-syete lang yan, also, he’s not mr. mature, well need i say more regarding that? moreover, couples going to church is not "an unusual thing to do" unless pareho kayong di naniniwala at bigla kayong pumasok ng simbahan…have some personal message pala to you…that’s it…—————-oh its past 4, still got a shift later, and i have to iron pa my clothes nga pala…
PS:
meeting the parents is not an assurance of someone’s love …
lets do the first day high! et al
before reading my post
mind to click this link? its funny, try it:http://www.lmmdachs.net/kaizer.html
last night anne and i watch the movie first day high after so many plans to watch it hehe
the movie is great because of its funny side (hay naku, hate ko talaga mag movie review!)
the fact that it has a lot of values to share esp to the youth, some of which are: knowing yourself first and not just getting along with someone or with a group; the value of friendship; the value of having real friends (anong pagkakaiba nito sa pangalawa?); and the value of priorities - love or career (in my case hehe) …
the synopsis:
Rebel Gael, Sosy Pre, Nice Guy Nathan, Brainy Indi, MVP MJ2 are about to start their freshman year. College holds the promise of fun and adventure. And that it proves shortly, when all their lives turn complex as they get implicated in a mystery that grips the school.
longer synopsis:
Brainy Indi (Kim), MVP MJ2 (Gerald), Sosy Pré (Maja), Rebel Gael (Geoff) and Nice Guy Nathan (Jason) are college freshmen who enter FDH University without knowing what college life will bring them.
Anxious, excited and scared all at the same time, the five of them make seemingly ordinary, harmless decisions on their first day in school. Unbeknownst to them, these little decisions will eventually set the way they are going to be from that day on and will lead them to where they are right now – in the middle of an investigation on what is known as B.W.A.C.A. or Basketball Water Contamination Accident.
Considered to be the greatest mystery the university has ever encountered, the entire basketball team suddenly started acting funny and collapsing in the middle of the opening game. Not knowing what is happening, the students and other spectators erupt into a riot which brings the game into a halt. With the threat of forfeiting their chances in this year’s season looming, the school chairman and the coach hire the best investigator to solve the case. Initial investigation shows that the water drank by the players during the game was contaminated by a mysterious substance. But the more surprising finding was that the culprit is from the same school!
Who is responsible for all this?!
Is it Brainy Indi who by denying her growing love for MJ2 ends up heartbroken and formulated the anti-love potion thinking that it can cure her heartache?
Is it MVP MJ2 who never wanted the pressure that came along from being the next big superstar and from being the current MVP’s brother?
Is it Nice Guy Nathan who was the team’s water boy during that game?
Is it Sosy Pré who would do anything to become part of the most popular sorority even if it means running half-naked and being humiliated in front of the whole student body?
Or is it Rebel Gael who is willing to do anything to avoid seeking his father’s help to the point of dealing with a syndicate just to get the amount he needs to mount his art exhibit?
In the end, it is not only the mystery during the basketball game which was solved but more importantly, the five freshmen begin to solve the greater mysteries in their young lives – family, love and friendship.
click: http://www.clickthecity.com/movies/movie.asp?movid=10147
then choose official website
yan lang po …
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hay naku, eto naman ang isang malaking misteryo na bumabalot sa akin nagyon…
alam nyo ba ang pakiramdam ng hindi alam ang dapat maramdaman?
hahaha ganyan ako nagyon
MYOPIC HEART
after recuperating with my unbearbale heart - ache back in college and knowing that my ultimate crush is already satisfied with my so called twin sistah, i have come to a decision that whoever will be the next man i’d be falling for must be "the one" already… thus standards, expectations were born out of my idealistic mind - no vices, someone i can boast to my clan, someone who would love the way i wanted to be loved, yada yada
that’s why when this guy showed up to my life i made sure that i’d be extra mindful and extra careful with all my decisions, that i wont be so emotionally driven and that i would be using more of my mind than my heart…
i was able to control my feelings at the beginning. unfortunately, my emotions took over my standards, been blinded again with the wrong notions of love and enjoyed the ecstatic feeling of being "in love". well, a lesson ive never learned from the past…
his inconsistency especially not being interested for commitment must have forewarned me already from the start. but as a hard-headed person i didnt mind with those signi. rather id continue supporting my own feelings without thinking of its future consequences.
now, because of my own faults, im deadly suffering the pains of the thing i so called "LOVE" …
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moving on… kamusta naman after asade milenyo? hehehe saya ng experience namin ng mga kasama ko sa apartment… in fairness nakapag-bonding kami sa gitna ng sigwa… pano naman kase, kung wala sila, ako ang nasa bahay, pag nasa bahay sila, ako naman o isa sa min ang wala, basta di kami nakukumpleto… ayun kain tulog lang ginawa naming apat … tapos di rin ako pumasok ng shift ko ng thur night, call in na lang ako…
then kinabukasan, mejo wala ng ulan.. at dahil walang kuryente at tubig sa bahay, wisik-wisik na lang at pumunta ako sa office with anne, nag malling din kame however kainitan din dahil wala ring air con ang ibang place, dami pang tao, kaya we just went back to jg at nagpalamig, then i slept na sa ofis until my shift…
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still moving on, im moving on hehehe uy, new haircut lolah nyo, shoulder length, tas last sunday morning nagpa-cellophane naman ako at ang kulay? MAGENTA! hahahaha turnip ba hehehe
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on October 20th, 2006 at 7:42 pm
yap! correct! kya nga blog kc u r letting anybody to read your thots/feelings…nyways…hope tapos na ang kaguluhang i2!!!,,,,hehehe
on October 21st, 2006 at 2:39 am
i hope so….