Friday, November 13, 2009

i miss blogging

hay
kung may matino lang sana akong maisusulat

kwento na lang siguro ako tungkol sa work ko?
ayun kagabi, super queuing. pano, ang daming absent. kainis.
sa team na lang namin, we're like 11. dalawa nasa vocal and accent training (kung sa ps katumbas ng comet). 5 kaming present, the rest absent. hayy.

75 calls ko kagabi, malayong malayo sa number of calls sa aft. ngaragan nga eh. tas papadalhan ka pa ng email ng tl mo na may nagrereklamo sayong insurance agent at nagfifeeling na di ko daw alam ang ginagawa ko. &^%%$

actually nadadalian ako sa account. may mga ewan lang talagang clients/agents.

pero ang dami ng umalis sa wave namin at marami pang susunod. kanina nga lang nagpaalam na si deejaye. sa monday naman si ben, at susunod si pia. hayy.

anywhoo, we had a team breakfast at dampa courtesy of tl mike hehe. dami namin, ako, si foxy, si jr at syempre si tl lang ang present.

and i had one realization: wag maghangad ng iba. makuntento sa kung anung meron ka.



Pilipinas Game KNB? - EDu MAnzano, vice presidentiable, Lakas Kampi-CMD (papaya!)

Friday, October 9, 2009

Sunday, September 20, 2009

talo si marquez! naniniko naman kase si mayweather, tas pikon pa nyahahaha

10 Messages Left on Korina Sanchez' Answering Machine

a forwarded message all the way from europe...

I like Korina though (as a news anchor & program host) and buy magazines when she's on cover. I know nothing of her personal life. Anyway, this is amusing. Please excuse, quite hurtful if true.
 
10 Messages Left on Korina Sanchez' Answering Machine

No. 10: Hello 'nak, si Nanay Cristy Fermin mo 'to. Isaisip mo sa tuwina,
ang Poong Maykapal ay hindi nagbibigay ng pagsubok na hindi kakayanin ng
Kanyang nilalang. Malalampasan mo 'yan 'nak. Teka lang, 'nak, 'yong
pangako mong sobre, 'di ko pa natatanggap.

No. 9: Hi Korina, sa ABS-CBN newsroom 'to. We're all here! Guys,
altogether now. One... two... three! Ang saya-saya!

No. 8: Hello Korina, Cynthia Villar here. I don't expect you to believe
me but... ramdam kita. Andun ka na eh! Todo-effort ka na eh! Nag-leave
ka pa nga 'di ba? 'Tapos, biglang uurong?! Ang sakiiiiiiit! Ang
sakit-sakit! Tisyu! Penge akong tisyu!

No. 7: Hi Ma'am, si Abby po ito, secretary ni Dr. Palayan. Gusto pong
malaman ni Doc kung gagamitin n'yo pa ang luma n'yong pisngi. Naiwan
n'yo raw kasi sa clinic last week.

No. 6: Korina, this is Mel. Yup, Mel Tiangco. Wala lang.

No. 5: Hi Korina, si Sharon 'to. What you said about Kiko was hurtful.
You were never his partner. You are not his wife! Kaya 'di mo siya
nirerespeto. <http://zeb.blog. friendster. com/> Madrasta ka lang!
Madrasta!

No.. 4: Hi friendsheeeeeep, this is Kris. Alam mo, I heard your interview
sa radio last week and in fairness to you huh, may potential ka sa
drama. Promise! Sabi ko nga kay Ms Charo, i-guest ka sa MMK eh. O sige,
need to go. Nangungulet na si Josh eh. Humihingi ba naman ng one gallon
of ice cream. Gosh, he's consumed two gallons already 'noh.
Ahah-ahah-ahah! Bye sis! And give my regards to Vice President Mar.

No. 3: Korina, it's Conrad De Quiros of Inquirer. I just realized, I
might have erred in saying that Mar was power hungry. He's not. But you
are!

No. 2: Hon, alam kong nandiyan ka. Alam kong nakikinig ka. Sagutin mo
naman ang tawag ko oh. Bakit ba ayaw mo 'kong kausapin? Ilang beses na
'kong nag-sorry sa naging decision ko 'di ba? 'Tsaka sabi mo sa press,
okay lang sa 'yo ang nangyari. Hon, hello? Hon? Tang-ina hon, 'pag ako
napikon si Noynoy ang papakasalan ko.

And the No. 1 message left on Korina Sanchez' answering machine...
Hello Korina! Apologies for what happened last week at Club Filipino.
Nagmamadali kasi ako kaya nabundol kita. Siyanga pala, si Karma 'to.


Saturday, September 12, 2009

work vs love

eto pong ipo-post kong blog ay hango sa napost kong note nung isang araw

ang paghahanap ng trabaho ay parang paghahanap lang ng makakasama sa buhay....

ito'y biglang aking naisip pagkauwi ko pagkatapos ng isang job offer (nakana!) siguro mga past 12 midnight na ako nakauwi nun at ang tagal ko pa dalawin ng antok. ang weird kase ng start ng HR nila for recruitment, 1pm.

o bakit nga ba?

kase naisip ko, sa paghahanap ng unang work, sa simula may mga sine-set tayong mga standards or minsan may mga target na tayong company kung saan natin gusto magwork. parang love, may mga standard na tayo diyan, minsan naman may mga dream boy or dream girl na tayong target na ligawan o sana ay manligaw sayo.

sa simula kung hindi man marami ay may mangilan-ngilan tayong nakukuha or natatanggap na rejections. sa lovelife ang tawag diyan, "basted". tsk, tsk, tsk! marereject ka ng pinapangarap mong company, siguro kase hindi ka fit or hindi nila nakikita sayo ang something. parang love, kayong mga boys nababasted kase may mga hindi nakikita sa inyo ang nililigawan nyo. yung mga babae namang nagdi-daydream ng kanilang mga prince charming ayun at may ibang gusto, at ikaw ay isang dakilang friend na lamang.

yung iba naman winner na agad sa tinatarget na work. kumbaga sa love parehong si lalake at si babae ay love at first sight ang naramdaman. magtatagal sa pinapasukan. magtatagal bilang couple. ngunit sa paglipas ng panahon, magbabago ang yung mga priorities,magbabago ang yung mga needs, magbabago ang iyong mga aspirations. hindi mo na ito nakikita sa kasalukuyan mong pinapasukan. at kakalas ka na. hahanapin ang mga ito sa ibang company. tulad ng love, sa tinagal tagal ng inyong pagsasama akala nyo kasal na lang ang kulang. pero may mga kakilala ako, ten years, 8 years, 5 years na, pero naghihiwalay pa rin ng landas. pano kase si babae parang nagbabago na, si lalake naman naghahanap ng ibang "company".

so eto ka ngayon, naghahanap ng work, naghahanap ng love. pero hindi na basta-basta. hindi na ganun kadali.

ayan, so yan lang yung ideya ko. hehehe

Monday, September 7, 2009

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

ang bagal ng sever... excited na para bukas...

Pres. Cory Aquino: My tears came naturally by joey de leon

Wala na sa piling ng mga Pilipino,
Tinig ng awiting Mga Kababayan Ko,
At lumisan na rin noong isang Sabado,
Inang nagpalipad sa awiting Bayan Ko.
Ako’y sumasaludo, paalam Pangulo,
May isa ‘kong lihim, kay tagal itinago,
Sa lahat nang inabot kong mga namuno,
Tanging ikaw lang sa luha ko’y nagpatulo.
Marami ang nalungkot sa iyong pagyao,
Magalang ang lahat at puno ng respeto,
Nagpasalamat pa nga Kapamilya sa ‘yo,
Dahil kanilang himpilan naibalik mo.
Subalit ano itong nabalitaan ko?
Nangyari noong Lunes, a-tres ng Agosto,
Habang inililipat ang mga labi mo,
Ika’y parang nabastos sa isang TV show.

At ang napakasaklap at masakit dito,
Ang nambastos pa’y kapamilya ng anak mo,
Napanood ito ng tao at publiko,
Kakaunti na nga, ngunit lahat nahilo.
Sabi ng TV host na mainit ang ulo
Pagkakita sa video na kanyang kasalo,
“Sandali, meron akong ano… sa’ting ano…
Hindi naman sa ano,” nagkaanu-ano!
Ayon sa Internet, meron pa s’yang nasambit,
“Sana pakitanggal muna ‘yan sa’ting traffic…”
At ‘di maaalis sa iyong pag-iisip,
Ang parada ng patay ang pinaliligpit!
At dagdag pa daw ng naghahari-harian,
“I don’t think na dapat n’yong ipakita iyan…”
Nasaan naman ang paggalang, o nasaan?
Mga sinasabi natin minsa’y pag-ingatan.

At ‘di pa nangimi nang sumunod na araw,
Pinilit pa ring ginawa n’ya ay tama raw,
Mga nakarinig ‘di na nakagalaw
At ayon sa iba sila na la’y napa-wow!

“… Pero ako, totoo ‘ko eh … “, sabi kuno,
Totoo nga at totoo ring walang modo,
Pwede namang sabihin itong pa-sikreto,
Kaya’t wala na rin mga paliwanag mo.

“Kung ganyan, pakita na lang ‘yan!”, ang hamon pa,
Para bang ang prusisyon nila-“lang - lang” lang ba,
Ang pangasiwaan ay pinapili pa n’ya,
Sumunod ang himpilan, nung August 5 wala s’ya.

May mga komentong pwede nang pang-harapan,
“On camera” baga sa TV ang tawag d’yan
At kung sensitibo man ang gustong bitawan,
Pagpasok ng commercial, hintayin mo na lang.

Matutong magbaba muna ng mikropono
At saka idikta lahat ng iyong gusto,
Lagi kang mataas lahat daw takot sa ‘yo,
Ratings lang ang mababa — totoo ba ito?

The breaking news breaks your heart — at ‘yan ang bawi mo,
Nang mahalata mong sumablay ang pasok mo,
Pero sigurado ika’y maa-abswelto,
‘Di ba ikaw rin ang may-ari ng network n’yo?
Nung Hueves nag-apologize sa diario naman,
O, akala ko ba wala kang kasalanan,
Tapos ng angalan, sunod paliwanagan —
COMPLAIN before you EXPLAIN ka na naman!
O ito kaya ay isa na namang “glitch” lang,
Tulad ng “two-zero” ‘di na natin nalaman,
O ito ay maliwanag na kabobohan?
Sa tingin ng marami, mahirap lusutan.

Ang sabi ng iba — istupidong mayabang,
At giit ng iba — istupidong mayaman,
Mayaman man o mayabang ang tiyak diyan,
Napakayaman n’ya sa kaistupiduhan.

Buti pa ang apat na honor guards ni Cory —
Sina Malab, Laguindan, Rodriguez, Cadiente,
Walong oras tumayo sa ulan at viaje,
Ang lahat ay tiniis at walang sinabi.

Samantalang ikaw na may bubong sa ulo,
Komportable ka lang sa malamig na studio,
Nang kapirasong libing sa TV sumalo,
Angal at inis ang sumambulat sa iyo.

Maaari din namang pabayaan na s’ya,
Subalit ang nangyari’y mabigat talaga,
Namayapang pangulo’y huling paalam na,
‘Di mo pa pinagbigyan … hoy, nag-iisa ka!

At nais ko lang sabihin at ipagyabang
Sa mahigit na s’yam na libong tanghalian,
Sa limang pangulong sa Bulaga’y dumaan,
Kahit isa wala kaming nilapastangan.

Monday, July 27, 2009

ulcer..

i've been having attacks of ulcer from time to time.

the first time was december of 2004. then when i was already working as a call center agent, that was august of 2005, thus prompting me to resign. the third attack was september 2007. i'm not really sure about the month, but one thing is for sure, hindi kami magka away ni kaizer, coz he was the one who brought me to makati med emergency room.

and the last attack just happened last saturday at around 1am. around 2am we were already on our way to san juan de dios hospital in pasay.

grabeh yung sakit, i was like dying na, parang nagdedeliryo na ako sa sakit. as in im shouting. im biting my hand. i want to feel pain on other parts of my body.

mas masakit pa kesa ng nanganak ako.

eto pa matindi, yung kaliwang kamay ko na tuturukan para iinject yung gamot ay bumigay daw yung vein. kaya turok ulit sa kanan. hay naku.
mga 3 or 4 hours pa yata kami nagstay sa ER.

so that's saturday right? may pasok sana ako. so nag call in na yung asawa ko for me. aba, ayaw daw tanggapin ng workforce? sino kaya yun? at di daw tumatanggap ng third party. sinigawan tuloy siya ng asawa ko.
eh di we're about to leave na. we were asking for a med cert. alam niyo kung anung sagot? di daw sila nag iisue. W-O-W. hindi nadala sa ngiti ng asawa ko yung bading na doctor. ang pinagawa lang eh mag follow up daw kami ng monday. so baka yung slip na lang yun ang ipepresent ko. gudlak kong tatanggapin diba? sa akin wala na rin namang lagay yun kase last two days ko na sa tuesday at wednesday. di ko naman kasalanan na atakihin ako ng ulcer.

yan lang.

Monday, June 29, 2009

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Thursday, June 18, 2009

the most illogical way to do...

"Only God can truly see the start and the end of any situation...
He is always in the process of preparing you for the next step...
From where you are, it may look like the most illogical way to go, but once you take the step, it'll become clearer why you're there..."

i received that quote this morning from one of my friends who is still an avid fan of unlimited texting. i don't read forwarded quotes anymore. my thumb  has an auto-delete program  but i was prompted to read his message for some reason. and thank God i did read it.

i just thought that that message is so timely for me. for those who aren't aware yet, i have already submitted a resignation letter. for what reason? i just want to make a big step. for what, that i don't know. because i'm 25? because i want to earn more? tsk, tsk, tsk

i've known myself to be an impulsive decision-maker. and indeed this resignation thingy is one.

just this morning i came from thomson-reuters for an exam. i successfully passed their exam that includes html coding, page review, english proficiency, and listening skills. i was the first one to arrive. about 8 applicants or so came after me but all of them failed. there is still a girl whose doing the english proficiency exam when my initial interview had finished.

i did apply as well in acs, but i havent received any call or message for a job offer yet. may be i failed the final slash panel interview which took about 30 minutes or so while the previous two agents just had it for around 10 minutes. the interviewers are having a hard time accepting my reason on why i would like to resign in my current job. when, if i succesfully passed i would just get precisely the same salary that i'm getting, in addition to that i'll have a graveyard shift.

i'm still eyeing one more company and that is 24/7. i'm planning to visit their office tomorrow but maybe i'll just have to wait for a call from them. any whoo, ninez already referred me =)

so yeah, resigning is the most illogical way to do right now, but i need to move, for me, for LK...

Go Facebook na

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/espypadernal?ref=profile
nahihilo ako sa multiply, nu ba yarn

Monday, June 8, 2009

so how was my birthday?

it's supposed to be an ordinary day, me going to work, fixing schedule changes, ticket rejects and paper ticket notification.

but LK's insect bite na mukha ng pigsa pero wala namang mata is getting larger. i was suppose to bring him thursday to his pedia, pero ganyan na kase itsura niya, so napilitan na akong umabsent.

his pedia (dra. elizabeth barba) decided to have it remove na thru surgery. eh kaso yung surgeon, 1pm pa. kaya yung call in ko na half day sumobra pa. pumasok na rin ako kahit less than 5 hours na lang ipapasok ko, sayang ang RTA/SAF.
ayoko na nga sanang pumasok eh.


ok na rin naman siya, one week na tomorrow and minor surgery niya. and i'll be bringing him again tomorrow for follow up. sana makuha ko yung leave. na-retract ko na kase yun.




Monday, June 1, 2009

first quarter evaluation

alam ko, kalahatian na ng taon. i'm pertaining to my life
 
t'was exactly 5pm in tabaco city when i had my first cry. that was june 2, 1984.
 
ang bilis noh? ngaun i'm a mother to a 6-month old handsome baby boy. well, he's turning 7-month old this coming june 6th.
 
EARLY DAYS
i've spent my early childhood in a little barrio called evangelista (that's in umingan, pangasinan). but due to some circumstances we have to stay for good in bicol. i've had my elementary education in tiwi central school. i was an achiever. naging 1st honor ako ng grade 3. kaya lang dahil sa paniniwalang ang matalino ay di kailangang mag aral, naging top 7 lang ako ng grade 4. consistent naman din ako sa top 10.
 
TEENAGE YEARS
tabaco national high school. maliit na UP to sa first district ng albay. ang first year dito from section A to section Z9. tas every classroom may 50 students. pinalad akong maging top 50. oo, section one ako nuon, kung tawagin ay science oriented class. pero section 2 na ako from 2nd year to 4th year. masasabi kong matalino ako. hindi ko nga lang talaga hinahasa sarili ko. gusto ko kase ng normal na buhay. nasa 88 to 89 madalas ang average ko at the end of the school year. keribels lang.

tanda ko, naging treasurer ako sa buong second year nuon. naging cheerleader ng freshman. naging extemporaneous contestant. galing ko nga nuon eh, greetings lang ata nasabi ko. bat ba kase ako nakuha nilang contestant? nahilig ako sa acting-actingan ng first at second year. member pa ako ng actor's guild. isang dakilang mushroom ang role ko nuon sa 'the legend of tabaco.' take note, nagsasalitang mushroom. sumali rin ako nuon sa pastores. dream ko sumali nuon sa mga street dancing para sa ibalong festival. kaso mahal ang costume at hindi naman ako miyembro ng alta sociedad. the best na experience ko siguro na matuturing bilang high school student ay ang pagsampal ko kay meynard sa harap nina mrs casin (filipino) at ms dioleta borais. kulit kase ni meynard eh, pinasa picture ko ng nag reyna elena ako. ayun nakita ni casin, pinost sa blackboard!
 
COLLEGIATE LEVEL
UPLB. ang talino noh? pero ang totoo nyan pasang awa lang ako sa elbi. kinailangan ko ngang umatend nuon ng parang summer class eh. nalimutan ko lang yung tawag. ng time namin optional yun. after a year required ng kunin yun ng mga pasang awa.

kumuha ako ng bs developmental communication course dito. actually lahat ng kinuha kong course may kinalaman sa communication: broadcasting comm at mass comm sa diliman at comm arts at dev com naman sa elbi. kase nga gusto kong ipagpatuloy ang dream ko nuon na maging katulad ni korina sanchez. kaya nga naka braces ako nuon eh. pansin nyo ba? kaso parang di ko yata linya. naiirita na ako nuon kapag pinapagawa kami ng news. pero in fairness natapos ko naman ang course ko ng di kinakailangang mag extend. salamat na lang at si kuya rem ang adviser ko

dahil din sa devcom marami rin akong naging kaibigan. hindi ko nga lang alam kung tinuturing nila akong kaibigan hehehe joke lang!

isang malaking parte din ng college life ko ang NAVIGATORS. isang bagay ang di ko ina akalang mangyayari: ang mag lead. oo, naranasan kong maging leader dito. gumanap ako bilang presidente ng isang taon. hay, pressure ito. buti na lang napaka supportive ng mga constituents ko.
 
ON BEING A PROFESSIONAL
on time akong nag graduate kahit muntikan ko ng ibagsak ang bio1 at math14, general biology at trigonometry sa hindi nakakaalam. sinubukan kong i apply ang napag aralan ko. kaso wala talaga eh. kaya yun, napadpad sa call center. mataas ang pangarap ko. sabi ko pag iigihan ko para mapromote agad ako. kaso walang nangyari. feeling ko nga napaka incompetent ko na. minsan nagkakaroon pa rin ako ng hope, pero wala talaga. kaya maghahanap na lang ako ng panibagong trabaho. sana dun makapagsimula ako at hindi ma out of focus.

i may not be succesfull as being paid more than 50k a month; being able to travel the philippines/asia/world whenever i want to; being able to buy things/gadgets instantly, but being a mom at this time of my life is already an accomplishment for me. it may not be on the perfect timing and ways but who knows?
 
HOPELESS ROMANTIC
siguro naman lahat dumanas magmahal, masaktan, umiyak at halos mabaliw (parang oa naman ata yun). at eto na yata ang pinakapaborito kong pangyayari. maaga akong nainlove pero walang naiinlove sa akin hahaha college ng nauso ang text. syempre kaakibat nyan ang textmate. tas may isang inayakan ko pa talaga to the point na nag away kami ng friend ko. kung sino ka mang john paul ka grrrr matapang din ako noon na makipag eyeball. may isa, buong pamilya nya kasama nya. kaso parang autistic. pero mabait parents nya tsaka yung tita at pinsan nya.

isa pang memorable na ngyari sa lovelife ko ay ng maging bulag ako. todo yun. alam nyo yung nauso yung pldt landline to smart cellphone na flatrate? nakapag usap kami nun ng 5hrs straight. nagkikita kami nyan araw araw ha? alam mo yung tipong may moment na hindi siya naiintindihan ng mga tao pero ako naiintindihan ko siya. yung tipong ok lang kung sister lang ang tingin nya sa akin at may iba siyang mahal at alam nyang to the next level na ang feelings ko for him. pero natauhan na din naman ako in the end. buti na lang  nauna ako makapag graduate. bat kaya ganun noh?

itong kasalukuyang lalaki sa buhay ko roller coaster din pinagdaanan namin. hindi ko akalaing may gf na pala siya pero naging kami. ng nagreact siya sa pagbablog ko na naging kami nainis ako sa kanya. after a month nagkabalikan kami. blog ulit. until i received a personal message in friendster. aba kaibigan na pala yun ng gf. the next day yung gf mismo nag email at pinadala sa akin ang link ng blogspot nya. sa inis ko i printed all her posts at pinabasa ko sa lahat ng tao sa account namin. tapos after all those things naging close ulit kami. at naging kami for the third time. tumagal kami. pero nagbreak din after 6months. tapos naging friends ulit kami. at naging kami na naman amidst what i did. at nabuo na nga si LK. kulit noh?

 
hayyyyy
ito na yata ang super synopsis ng buhay ko.
 
sa lahat ng naging parte ng buhay ko, MARAMING SALAMAT!
 
sa mga nagpi-pray sa akin, i can't THANK YOU enough.

sa mga magulang ko, SALAMAT! (sorry po kung hindi ko naisakatuparan ang pagiging newscaster, at naging lolo at lola kayo ng napaka agang panahon, i'm telling you, maraming mga magulang ang naghahangad ng apo pero pinagdadamutan ng mga anak hehehe)
 
sa mga nagbabasa ng mga blogs ko, TENCHU! (dont worry, lahat ng nababasa nyo hindi fix. naayos din naman. way ko lang talaga ang magblog para gumaan ang nararamdaman ko. kumbaga yung mga nababasa nyo, yan yung kasalukuyan kong nararamdaman)
 
sa mga minahal ko (ng palihim at bulgaran hahaha)
 
sa mga kaibigan ko
 

sa bago kong pamilya (salamat sa pagtanggap sa akin)
 
ikaw, ikaw na kasalukuyang nagta tiyaga na basahin to, maraming salamat.
 
at higit sa lahat, kay papa Jesus. sorry po, madalas po akong disobedient sayo.
 
happy silver year to me!

first quarter evaluation

alam ko, kalahatian na ng taon. i'm pertaining to my life
 
t'was exactly 5pm in tabaco city when i had my first cry. that was june 2, 1984.
 
ang bilis noh? ngaun i'm a mother to a 6-month old handsome baby boy. well, he's turning 7-month old this coming june 6th.
 
EARLY DAYS
i've spent my early childhood in a little barrio called evangelista (that's in umingan, pangasinan). but due to some circumstances we have to stay for good in bicol. i've had my elementary education in tiwi central school. i was an achiever. naging 1st honor ako ng grade 3. kaya lang dahil sa paniniwalang ang matalino ay di kailangang mag aral, naging top 7 lang ako ng grade 4. consistent naman din ako sa top 10.
 
TEENAGE YEARS
tabaco national high school. maliit na UP to sa first district ng albay. ang first year dito from section A to section Z9. tas every classroom may 50 students. pinalad akong maging top 50. oo, section one ako nuon, kung tawagin ay science oriented class. pero section 2 na ako from 2nd year to 4th year. masasabi kong matalino ako. hindi ko nga lang talaga hinahasa sarili ko. gusto ko kase ng normal na buhay. nasa 88 to 89 madalas ang average ko at the end of the school year. keribels lang.

tanda ko, naging treasurer ako sa buong second year nuon. naging cheerleader ng freshman. naging extemporaneous contestant. galing ko nga nuon eh, greetings lang ata nasabi ko. bat ba kase ako nakuha nilang contestant? nahilig ako sa acting-actingan ng first at second year. member pa ako ng actor's guild. isang dakilang mushroom ang role ko nuon sa 'the legend of tabaco.' take note, nagsasalitang mushroom. sumali rin ako nuon sa pastores. dream ko sumali nuon sa mga street dancing para sa ibalong festival. kaso mahal ang costume at hindi naman ako miyembro ng alta sociedad. the best na experience ko siguro na matuturing bilang high school student ay ang pagsampal ko kay meynard sa harap nina mrs casin (filipino) at ms dioleta borais. kulit kase ni meynard eh, pinasa picture ko ng nag reyna elena ako. ayun nakita ni casin, pinost sa blackboard!
 
COLLEGIATE LEVEL
UPLB. ang talino noh? pero ang totoo nyan pasang awa lang ako sa elbi. kinailangan ko ngang umatend nuon ng parang summer class eh. nalimutan ko lang yung tawag. ng time namin optional yun. after a year required ng kunin yun ng mga pasang awa.

kumuha ako ng bs developmental communication course dito. actually lahat ng kinuha kong course may kinalaman sa communication: broadcasting comm at mass comm sa diliman at comm arts at dev com naman sa elbi. kase nga gusto kong ipagpatuloy ang dream ko nuon na maging katulad ni korina sanchez. kaya nga naka braces ako nuon eh. pansin nyo ba? kaso parang di ko yata linya. naiirita na ako nuon kapag pinapagawa kami ng news. pero in fairness natapos ko naman ang course ko ng di kinakailangang mag extend. salamat na lang at si kuya rem ang adviser ko

dahil din sa devcom marami rin akong naging kaibigan. hindi ko nga lang alam kung tinuturing nila akong kaibigan hehehe joke lang!

isang malaking parte din ng college life ko ang NAVIGATORS. isang bagay ang di ko ina akalang mangyayari: ang mag lead. oo, naranasan kong maging leader dito. gumanap ako bilang presidente ng isang taon. hay, pressure ito. buti na lang napaka supportive ng mga constituents ko.
 
ON BEING A PROFESSIONAL
on time akong nag graduate kahit muntikan ko ng ibagsak ang bio1 at math14, general biology at trigonometry sa hindi nakakaalam. sinubukan kong i apply ang napag aralan ko. kaso wala talaga eh. kaya yun, napadpad sa call center. mataas ang pangarap ko. sabi ko pag iigihan ko para mapromote agad ako. kaso walang nangyari. feeling ko nga napaka incompetent ko na. minsan nagkakaroon pa rin ako ng hope, pero wala talaga. kaya maghahanap na lang ako ng panibagong trabaho. sana dun makapagsimula ako at hindi ma out of focus.

i may not be succesfull as being paid more than 50k a month; being able to travel the philippines/asia/world whenever i want to; being able to buy things/gadgets instantly, but being a mom at this time of my life is already an accomplishment for me. it may not be on the perfect timing and ways but who knows?
 
HOPELESS ROMANTIC
siguro naman lahat dumanas magmahal, masaktan, umiyak at halos mabaliw (parang oa naman ata yun). at eto na yata ang pinakapaborito kong pangyayari. maaga akong nainlove pero walang naiinlove sa akin hahaha college ng nauso ang text. syempre kaakibat nyan ang textmate. tas may isang inayakan ko pa talaga to the point na nag away kami ng friend ko. kung sino ka mang john paul ka grrrr matapang din ako noon na makipag eyeball. may isa, buong pamilya nya kasama nya. kaso parang autistic. pero mabait parents nya tsaka yung tita at pinsan nya.

isa pang memorable na ngyari sa lovelife ko ay ng maging bulag ako. todo yun. alam nyo yung nauso yung pldt landline to smart cellphone na flatrate? nakapag usap kami nun ng 5hrs straight. nagkikita kami nyan araw araw ha? alam mo yung tipong may moment na hindi siya naiintindihan ng mga tao pero ako naiintindihan ko siya. yung tipong ok lang kung sister lang ang tingin nya sa akin at may iba siyang mahal at alam nyang to the next level na ang feelings ko for him. pero natauhan na din naman ako in the end. buti na lang  nauna ako makapag graduate. bat kaya ganun noh?

itong kasalukuyang lalaki sa buhay ko roller coaster din pinagdaanan namin. hindi ko akalaing may gf na pala siya pero naging kami. ng nagreact siya sa pagbablog ko na naging kami nainis ako sa kanya. after a month nagkabalikan kami. blog ulit. until i received a personal message in friendster. aba kaibigan na pala yun ng gf. the next day yung gf mismo nag email at pinadala sa akin ang link ng blogspot nya. sa inis ko i printed all her posts at pinabasa ko sa lahat ng tao sa account namin. tapos after all those things naging close ulit kami. at naging kami for the third time. tumagal kami. pero nagbreak din after 6months. tapos naging friends ulit kami. at naging kami na naman amidst what i did. at nabuo na nga si LK. kulit noh?

 
hayyyyy
ito na yata ang super synopsis ng buhay ko.
 
sa lahat ng naging parte ng buhay ko, MARAMING SALAMAT!
 
sa mga nagpi-pray sa akin, i can't THANK YOU enough.

sa mga magulang ko, SALAMAT! (sorry po kung hindi ko naisakatuparan ang pagiging newscaster, at naging lolo at lola kayo ng napaka agang panahon, i'm telling you, maraming mga magulang ang naghahangad ng apo pero pinagdadamutan ng mga anak hehehe)
 
sa mga nagbabasa ng mga blogs ko, TENCHU! (dont worry, lahat ng nababasa nyo hindi fix. naayos din naman. way ko lang talaga ang magblog para gumaan ang nararamdaman ko. kumbaga yung mga nababasa nyo, yan yung kasalukuyan kong nararamdaman)
 
sa mga minahal ko (ng palihim at bulgaran hahaha)
 
sa mga kaibigan ko
 

sa bago kong pamilya (salamat sa pagtanggap sa akin)
 
ikaw, ikaw na kasalukuyang nagta tiyaga na basahin to, maraming salamat.
 
at higit sa lahat, kay papa Jesus. sorry po, madalas po akong disobedient sayo.
 
happy silver year to me!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

anu daw

anu daw shampoo ang gamit ni katrina?

Monday, May 25, 2009

come and follow me =)

http://twitter.com/espypadernal
im using my gmail account here, not yahoo

xtaticxp@gmail.com

thnks

Monday, May 18, 2009

Pregnancy Weekly - For your most important forty weeks

http://www.parentingweekly.com/pregnancy/index.asp
when i was pregnant with LK i created an account in Pregnancy weekly

this was helpful kase nalalaman ko kung ano na ang nangyayari kay LK sa loob

marami ding mga tips kung ano mga needed na gagawin

until now, nagagamit ko pa rin siya kase nagbibigay pa rin siya ng info about how LK is growing and physically developing

kahit hindi ka mag log in, they send out info sa email na ginamit mo when you registered

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Boys Before Flowers | Watch Boys Before Flowers Korean Drama Online

http://www.mysoju.com/boys-before-flowers/
Boys Over Flower yan hehe
pero baka Boys Before Flowers nga talaga yan hehe

kainis, nag swap pa ng oras ang pinoy bingo night at boys over flower
yan tuloy, 3days ko na lang siya mapapanood, mondays, thursdays at fridays lang
kainis
due to insistent demand daw
grrrr

Friday, May 15, 2009

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Friday, May 8, 2009

AKO MISMO

http://www.akomismo.org/
register na
and pledge what you can do, na ikaw mismo ang gagawa

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

dual phone

chinaphone at myphone lang ba meron ng dual sim?

Sherwin Felicidario in ABS-CBN's 'Boto Mo, Ipatrol Mo: Ako Ang Simula'

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 http://www.devcom.edu.ph/pages/reps
re: the title, sorree cant think of any catchy title hehe

esperanza rose

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Thursday, April 30, 2009

this is too much

work starts at 6pm

work (supposedly) ends at 5am

but no

we're mandated to have a 2hour overtime

isnt that too much?

10 by 4 na nga eh

plus 2 hours pa?

grrrrrrr

iisa pa lamang

...ang minahal ko ng ganito

hahaha pampagising lang at inaantok ako. di bale next week, umaga na ulit ako

kase naman... hayyyy... ok lang... hehehe

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

gGggRRrrrRRRrrr

i so hate usairways and united airlines!!!!!

testing

just checking if im using a super proxy hehe

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

pls read the description***

http://loveslabyrinth.multiply.com
My very big-fat-brown Guinea Pig bit me... literally!

~im wondring anu meaning ng line na yan kung papalitan mo yung literally ng figuratively...

~any answers?

***this link is made so i could post a blog like post

Friday, April 3, 2009

sayang...

last week, i was advised by ate ivy (sis in law) that they have an opening. magforward daw ako sa kanya ng resume.

gumawa naman ako, after three long years.

last monday, tinawagan ako, phone interview.

kinabukasan, mga 9am, tumawag ulit. kung available daw ako ng 1pm for a face to face interview. eh first day ko yun being a GY shifter. pero sige, nag go na rin ako. buti na lang sahod na. nagmadali ako sa moa at bumili ng damit hahaha so yung sinuot ko wala ng laba laba hahaha

hay naku at umambon pa ng paalis na ako. pagdating ko sa RCBC, pasok ako, mali pala pinuntahan ko. dapat dun ako sa yuchengco tower. jusme 35th floor pa man din ang inakyat ko buti na lang, mabilis ang elevator. so baba ako. nagtanong ako, san po ba ang chevron?

at nakarating din sa wakas. fill out, fill out. tapos tinawag na ko ni lady guard. sabi nya punta daw ako 33rd. leche ang dinig ko third. so baba ako. wala naman ako makitang elevator na covered ang third floor. tanong ako sa guard. pantry daw yun. leche, so akyat ulit ako sa 35th. yun nga 33rd pala. tinawagan na daw sila ng mag iinterview.

tapos yun na. eh haggang ngayon wala pang tawag. panigurado di ako nakasama sa 11 to 12 persons na hinahanap nila.

kase naman, worried ako kung makakatulog pa ba ako pag uwi ko or hindi na. 6pm pa man din start ng shift ko.

so walang himala hahaha sabi ko kase need ko ng himala. na dapat wag sosobra ng 12, kasama na ako, ang nag apply hehe

next time na lang. siguro hindi pa time para iwan ang peoplesupport.

I HAVE A CAR, DO YOU HAVE A CAR???*

*isang eksenang palengke sa loob ng landbank pasay-libertad branch

casts: 1.) an assuming angry client 2.) bank manager 3.) others

tahimik akong nagfifill out ng deposit slip ng biglang nanahimik ang punong punong bangko ng landbank at iisang boses lamang ang umaalingawngaw. una akala ko foreigner, in fairness kay ate tunog foreigner, kaya sabi ko sa sarili ko medyo normal kase alam nyo naman sa US lahat na yata ng human rights naimbento. pero pag lingon ko, hindi naman pala. meron siyang sinasabi na di ko maintindihan na kesyo customer lang siya, eh ginaganun ganun na lang siya. eh itong si manager, may katandaan na, siguro 50s. yung nagtatatalak mga 28 pa lang siguro. so siguro, na high blood na rin siya, sinagot sagot na rin nya yung customer na hindi naman siya yung dinadabugan. maraming lang tao at di sinasadyang nabagsak nya ang mga papeles na bitbit, unfortunately sa harap ng nagmamagandang lolah nyo.

hala, kung anu ano ng sinasabi. maliban sa I HAVE A CAR, DO YOU HAVE A CAR line nya, meron pang nalalaman na, BAKIT MAGKANO KA BA?

kung ako dun sa manager bingyan ko yun ng amount, at ipapaproduce ko yun sa kanya in an instant ng makita niya ang hinahanap niya. yabang, mukha namang bakla hahaha

Friday, March 27, 2009

WTF??!! - sorry

http://tuliro.travellerspoint.com/3/
Forcedesk,

I am authorizing the following agents to be permanently moved to the graveyard shift effective March 29, 2009. No interim schedule is required.


CURRENT SCHEDULE NEW SCHEDULE 29-Mar 30-Mar 31-Mar 1-Apr 2-Apr 3-Apr 4-Apr
Supervisor Shift Tour Mla time RD1 RD2 RD3 eReps Supervisor Shift Tour Mla time RD1 RD2 RD3 SUN MON TUE WED THU FRI SAT
Stephen Genotiva 8x5 9:00 AM SUN MON Lucena-Padernal, Ma. Esperanza Jacqueline San Pedro 10x4 6:00 PM WED FRI SAT
Stephen Genotiva 8x5 9:00 AM SUN WED Mundo, Fatima Musa Joan del Rosario 8x5 6:00 PM WED THU

Please update your systems with respect to the following:

Shift tour and schedules
Break/lunch schedules
Supervisor assignments

Please let me know if you need additional information.

Thanks,
Marie Cervantes
Team Manager – Travel and Hospitality
PeopleSupport Center, Ayala Ave.cor.Sen. Gil Puyat Ave., Makati City, Philippines
Direct line +63 2 8858000 ext. 58648 | VDN 59476 | Mobile +63 928 5548271
www.aegisbpo.com
CONFIDENTIALITY NOTICE: The information contained in this e-mail message, including any attachments, is for the sole use of the intended recipient(s) and may contain confidential and privileged information. Any unauthorized review, use, disclosure or distribution is prohibited. If you are not the intended recipient, and have received this communication in error, please contact the sender by reply e-mail and destroy all copies of the original message. Thank you!
========================================================
in short, my supposedly new sched is wed-fri-sat off, 6pm.
ang usapan sat-sun-mon or sat sun. alam lahat yan ng teammates.
so ako, todo volunteer, kase nga sat sun mon off yun diba?
bonggang-bongga, di ako mahihirapan sa araw ng binyag ng anak ko.
grabeh, buong araw talaga akong naiiyak habang ini-imagine ko ang sarili ko na kausap ang TM namin, habang gumagawa ako ng email draft sa isip ko. until during my break at 3pm hindi ko na napigilan pa.
this is the email i sent to my sup to be forwarded to our TM:
Hi sup,

I guess with what I’m seeing, volunteering my self has lost its purpose.

I was hoping I’d be able to get either the “sat-sun-mon” or “sat-sun” rest day that was initially offered.

For if I get any of those I won’t have to force my self to be absent on my son’s baptismal day.

I was really disappointed. If I could just retract this and just gave it to someone else who deserve more to be thrown in a graveyard shift.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Journey - My Way of Life

http://tuliro.travellerspoint.com/1/
just one of my blogsite.
pano naman kase di na ma access blogspot.
pahirapan din mag post sa multiply.
so para-paraan na lang.
actually ang site na yan ay para sa mga travellers, kaya nga travellerspoit.com.
pero ang buhay naman ay isang paglalakbay so i guess pwede na hehehe

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

update on MMK's Blusa

http://www.pep.ph/news/21087/ABS-CBN-issues-statement-regarding-controversial-Blusa-episode-of-%3Cem%3EMMK%C2%A0%C2%A0-%3C-em%3E/1
PEP.ph: The Number One Site for Philippine Showbiz | News | ABS-CBN issues statement regarding controversial "Blusa" episode of MMK

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

letter beads/letter blocks

im currently looking for this:
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Sunday, March 8, 2009

the best view

boy: alam mo bang may iba't ibang view?


girl: huh?


boy: diba may side view, top view, front view...


gir: tapos?


boy: alam mo ba kung ano ang best view?


girl: ano?


boy: LOVIEW!

.

nyahahaha

Friday, March 6, 2009

UPLB reacts to Angel Locsin's Blusa episode in MMK

http://www.pep.ph/guide/3504/UPLB-reacts-to-Angel-Locsin's-Blusa-episode-in-MMK
hindi ba talaga pwede mag right click sa pep?

UPLB reacts to ABS-CBN's Maalala Mo Kaya episode

http://uplb.edu.ph/index.php/news-and-announcements/79-uplb-reacts-to-controversial-maalala-mo-kaya-episode
Written by the Office of Public Relations
Friday, 06 March 2009 15:10
UPLB has issued an official statement to ABS-CBN Broadcasting Corporation in light of a recent episode of their Maalala Mo Kaya program which inadvertently cast a bad light on the University and its constituents.


The complete letter is as follows:

Our attention has been called by constituents and alumni to an episode featured in Maala-ala Mo Kaya entitled "Blusa," which was aired on ABS-CBN on Feb. 28 and on TFC recently. Our constituents and alumni were concerned whether the episode was based on truth.

The story was of a woman who allegedly graduated BS AgriBusiness, summa cum laude, from the University of the Philippines Los BaƱos or UPLB, who could not find a job, and ended up a stripper. We tried to find out who the subject was by tracking all 27 of our summa cum laude graduates from the time the University was established in 1909. We could not find anyone matching the subject as portrayed in "Blusa."

Whether or not the subject was a UPLB graduate, we deeply sympathize with her and her family. However, in the interest of maintaining its reputation as a truthful storyteller, the MMK should have a mechanism to validate claims by letter senders especially those that require a stretch of imagination as to be believed.

While indeed touching and a perfect example of a human-interest story, "Blusa" regrettably affected the reputation of UPLB as an educational institution and its constituents and alumni. We therefore request ABS-CBN to set the record straight and correct the wrong impression that it created among its viewers. We also make an appeal to producers of similar programs to be more prudent in reporting stories with claims that would affect the reputation not only of a school but also of its alumni in the Philippines and abroad.

Thank you.


jana marielle - MMK Lagot sa UPLB! ( Go Ma'am Tirol!)

http://mommytalks.multiply.com/journal/item/34/MMK_Lagot_sa_UPLB_Go_Maam_Tirol?replies_read=9
kuha ko sa site ni jana. tungkol to sa MMK "Blusa" episode last saturday.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

one fine day...

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Saturday, February 28, 2009

Chris Brown Trying to Get Rihanna Back with Jewels

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Can diamonds to the trick?


According to Extra, Chris Brown is trying to get back into Rihanna's good graces by sending her gifts up the wazoo. In addition to pleading presents, the alleged abuser also called Rihanna to wish her a happy 21st birthday. So what did Brown send to say he was sorry?


A diamond bracelet and necklace and an iPod touch. What? You couldn't have sprung for the big iPod or the iPhone, Chris? The touch is like the carnation of iProducts.


Is all this gifting working on Rihanna? According to The New York Post, which means take this with a grain of salt, yes. The newspaper says Rihanna is considering taking Brown back.


Eh-gawd, Ri Ri. Please think long and hard about that.


In other sad news, the paper also suggests that Rihanna had to cancel a surprise Oscar performance because of the fallout after the altercation. Is that why we had to suffer through Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens?


So many sad consquences to this story.

Rihanna and Chris Brown Make Up at Diddy's Miami House

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Rihanna and Chris Brown have reconciled, Usmagazine.com confirms.

Nearly three weeks after Brown allegedly battered the singer, the couple have got back together. “She’s not listening to anyone,” says a Rihanna pal. “And of course Puff got involved in this.”

The couple is staying together at a house owned by Sean “Diddy” Combs on Star Island near Miami, Florida. Brown has been seen smiling, riding a jet ski, and flexing his arm muscles. Rihanna arrived four days ago, according to a source.

The latest issue of Us Weekly, on newsstands now, reports the pair have recently begun speaking again, and that Brown reached out to Rihanna on her 21st birthday. “He’s been calling and they are talking,” says a source.

Meanwhile, the Los Angeles County District Attorney is expected to make a decision soon on whether to charge Brown for the alleged beating on February 8.

In the weeks following the incident, Rihanna has been laying low, spending time in Los Angeles, Mexico and the ultraprivate resort at Pelican Hill in
Newport Beach, California.

Rihanna’s pals recently told us a reconciliation was always a possibility, “It’s not easy to shut off a relationship she invested so much in.”

Thursday, February 26, 2009

LKs calendar shots

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