Wednesday, January 7, 2009

welcome me!

hi! this is espy, signing on...

it's been a long time... i miss being inlove and being a victim of love hehehe

so why i created a blogspot account? hmmmm... i hacked my husband's friendster account and then went to his inbox and read everything there... and i saw his' ex's messages...

layo na rin ng narating namin... from being a second gf (of course without my knowledge) to being his wife...

pero minsan may nararamdaman akong pagsisisi, napag usapan na namin to kase nga nagdadalawang isip pa ako kung itutuloy ba namin ang church wedding sa march. nangungulit na nga mga parents namin at mga tita nya. pano ba namin kase wala pa talaga kaming nasisimulan. kahit man lang simbahan na balak namin iheld ang kasal.

sometimes, im also thinking if it would have been better kung naging single mom na lang ako. minsan kase mas inuuna nya pa barkada nya.

minsan nga ayoko na mag dwell sa mga nangyari eh, kase nangyari na, may magagawa pa ba ako para mabago ang lahat? wala na. so siguro ayusin ko na lang buhay ko, maging nanay na lang ako sa baby ko.

so far ok naman status namin. sana lang hindi na masundan yung away namin last sunday.
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4 comments:

  1. chelaiJanuary 15, 2009 at 3:34 PM

    hmmn..
    drama mo mare..

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  2. chelaiJanuary 15, 2009 at 7:15 PM

    huy ikaw ah.
    ang arte arte mo dito sa blog mu..
    basta gurlfriend kapag masakit ang loob mo email ka lang saken ha...anytime!
    cheers!

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  3. loveslabyrinthJanuary 15, 2009 at 11:57 PM

    hehehe thnks mitch! :)

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  4. iStar-TarirayJanuary 17, 2009 at 5:38 PM

    I didn't know more of you not until today... I'm hoping that everything would be fine and that think twice not even twice make it thrice... getting married will cause you alot of sacrifices and I do hope that this will make you to ponder more and go beyond just being married. Being married is not a title of what you are and you're status anymore but it should be into a solid ground that no matter what- both of you will stick together into the end. Do not marry because you needed to be married. Marry because YOU and your BABY is HIs PRIORITY now in his life... not his barkada, his work, his parents, his other gf but YOU alone and your Child... if you see this is not happening then do not proceed because being married to an irresponsible man and not loving and respect you will only cause you pain and suffering later on... Wishing you well in everything and as you ponder on this thoughts PRAY that HE will guide you on your decisions in life.. Whatever you decide today will make your future later on in life... ask God's wisdom in everything... God bless!!

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