welcome me!

hi! this is espy, signing on...

it's been a long time... i miss being inlove and being a victim of love hehehe

so why i created a blogspot account? hmmmm... i hacked my husband's friendster account and then went to his inbox and read everything there... and i saw his' ex's messages...

layo na rin ng narating namin... from being a second gf (of course without my knowledge) to being his wife...

pero minsan may nararamdaman akong pagsisisi, napag usapan na namin to kase nga nagdadalawang isip pa ako kung itutuloy ba namin ang church wedding sa march. nangungulit na nga mga parents namin at mga tita nya. pano ba namin kase wala pa talaga kaming nasisimulan. kahit man lang simbahan na balak namin iheld ang kasal.

sometimes, im also thinking if it would have been better kung naging single mom na lang ako. minsan kase mas inuuna nya pa barkada nya.

minsan nga ayoko na mag dwell sa mga nangyari eh, kase nangyari na, may magagawa pa ba ako para mabago ang lahat? wala na. so siguro ayusin ko na lang buhay ko, maging nanay na lang ako sa baby ko.

so far ok naman status namin. sana lang hindi na masundan yung away namin last sunday.