currently immobile (immobile talaga?!) coma po cp ko ngayon (hindi pa nga bayad eh). nasira kahapon ni LK The Destroyer. hayyy mamimiss ko ang mobile facebook, ang aking pampa antok.

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my 26th birthday blog

i've been on a roller coaster ride again the past few weeks...

and if i could only jump on that roller coaster...

sorry if i'm being morbid.

anywhoo, i reviewed my blogposts for june 2009.

just so sad to find out that i wasnt able to hold on to my promise:

that is to become more aggressive and fearless.

and it seemed so opposite on what i have decided to do with my life from this day onwards.

from my last year's birthday blog, i sound so positive and contented with my life.

but now? i dont know. maybe because i'm getting jealous?

to whom? i dont know either. maybe jealous of what other people are capable of doing with their lives?

yeah, i know. you'd say, live life to the fullest, life is so short for you to waste it. 

well i'd say, coz you have the money to live your lives to the fullest.

i know, you dont want to continue reading this crap. go. i dont care. i'm over it.

i'll just think that this is the life designed for me. and i wont have the life that im dreaming of. in this way i wont get jealous.

my only wish is that you pray for me. i'll try my best to work out on my attitude with my life.

for the meantime i will be wearing a mask. and i hope in time this mask would fade and reveal a new me, an understanding me, the one who would be capable of accepting the realities of life.

status quo

me: thank you for calling customer service, my name is lucy. how may i help you?

caller: i would like to know how to cancel my policy?

me: oh im sorry but let me go ahead and assist you. may i have your policy number please.

caller: sure. 01n1xxxxxx

me: thank you. let me pull that up for you. to verify i have 01n1xxxxxx

me: (what?! getting mixed emotion of kilig and nervousness) for verification purposes may i have your name please?

caller: EDWARD CULLEN

me; (OMG!) thank you very much for that edward... for further verification, may i also have the last four digits of your social?

EDWARD: xxxx

me: thank you. (getting away from the usual "how are you doing today" rapport line) hmmm your name sounds interesting...

EDWARD: i know... i had it first (laughing)

me: (maarteng laugh. at dahil sa kinikilig na ewan di ako makapagconstruct ng sasabihin. gusto ko sanang sabihin, sana siningil nya ng rights si stephenai meyer hehehe ang sinabi ko na lang ay: ) yeah, however edward you've mentioned you'd like to find out how to cancel your policy right?

EDWARD: yes

me: oh, for that edward, i would actually need to transfer you to another department for proper assistance. would there be anything else i can assist you for today?

EDWARD: no that's all

me: ok, thank you very much for calling, have a great day!

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ANG KULIT NOH? TOTOO YAN

nagulat naman ako

isang araw sa wall post ko:

ei espie...nakakatawa lang...kwento ko lang sayo...
nung sunday lang...pabalik kami ng family galing sa pansol...tas sa may highway na...nakita ko si paul sa loob ng bus....galing los banos na bus...funny lang na dun ko pa siya makita....

---from kim =)

in 15 years or so...

last saturday we attended a birthday party. unfortunately LK is not around to enjoy Jollibee.

late that night kami namang mga oldies ang lumabas. we went to Blue River (in retiro, qc).

i wont be going to the details anymore. here's a realization i made:

those who became pregnant at an early age or got pregnant out of wedlock will be more strict with their child/ren (especially if its a girl) thus i presume in 15 years or so early pregnancies will no longer be an issue. 

in ang shoutout, out ang blogging =(