ulcer..

i've been having attacks of ulcer from time to time.

the first time was december of 2004. then when i was already working as a call center agent, that was august of 2005, thus prompting me to resign. the third attack was september 2007. i'm not really sure about the month, but one thing is for sure, hindi kami magka away ni kaizer, coz he was the one who brought me to makati med emergency room.

and the last attack just happened last saturday at around 1am. around 2am we were already on our way to san juan de dios hospital in pasay.

grabeh yung sakit, i was like dying na, parang nagdedeliryo na ako sa sakit. as in im shouting. im biting my hand. i want to feel pain on other parts of my body.

mas masakit pa kesa ng nanganak ako.

eto pa matindi, yung kaliwang kamay ko na tuturukan para iinject yung gamot ay bumigay daw yung vein. kaya turok ulit sa kanan. hay naku.
mga 3 or 4 hours pa yata kami nagstay sa ER.

so that's saturday right? may pasok sana ako. so nag call in na yung asawa ko for me. aba, ayaw daw tanggapin ng workforce? sino kaya yun? at di daw tumatanggap ng third party. sinigawan tuloy siya ng asawa ko.
eh di we're about to leave na. we were asking for a med cert. alam niyo kung anung sagot? di daw sila nag iisue. W-O-W. hindi nadala sa ngiti ng asawa ko yung bading na doctor. ang pinagawa lang eh mag follow up daw kami ng monday. so baka yung slip na lang yun ang ipepresent ko. gudlak kong tatanggapin diba? sa akin wala na rin namang lagay yun kase last two days ko na sa tuesday at wednesday. di ko naman kasalanan na atakihin ako ng ulcer.

yan lang.

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Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

wanna watch this movie again and again and again!

new lay out

uwi na ako....

the most illogical way to do...

"Only God can truly see the start and the end of any situation...
He is always in the process of preparing you for the next step...
From where you are, it may look like the most illogical way to go, but once you take the step, it'll become clearer why you're there..."

i received that quote this morning from one of my friends who is still an avid fan of unlimited texting. i don't read forwarded quotes anymore. my thumb  has an auto-delete program  but i was prompted to read his message for some reason. and thank God i did read it.

i just thought that that message is so timely for me. for those who aren't aware yet, i have already submitted a resignation letter. for what reason? i just want to make a big step. for what, that i don't know. because i'm 25? because i want to earn more? tsk, tsk, tsk

i've known myself to be an impulsive decision-maker. and indeed this resignation thingy is one.

just this morning i came from thomson-reuters for an exam. i successfully passed their exam that includes html coding, page review, english proficiency, and listening skills. i was the first one to arrive. about 8 applicants or so came after me but all of them failed. there is still a girl whose doing the english proficiency exam when my initial interview had finished.

i did apply as well in acs, but i havent received any call or message for a job offer yet. may be i failed the final slash panel interview which took about 30 minutes or so while the previous two agents just had it for around 10 minutes. the interviewers are having a hard time accepting my reason on why i would like to resign in my current job. when, if i succesfully passed i would just get precisely the same salary that i'm getting, in addition to that i'll have a graveyard shift.

i'm still eyeing one more company and that is 24/7. i'm planning to visit their office tomorrow but maybe i'll just have to wait for a call from them. any whoo, ninez already referred me =)

so yeah, resigning is the most illogical way to do right now, but i need to move, for me, for LK...

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