sa mga gagawa ng testi ko, kahit isang line lang na matindi ayos na yan…basta sa tingin mo ikaw lang nakakaalam ng trait ko na yan…PARA SAN PA kung pagkahabahaba naman pero paulit ulit lang din diba?
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
december 2005
December 30th, 2005
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maulan ba jan? dito lagi na lang umulan parang walang katapusan ytuladf ng paghihirap k ngayon parang walang humpay sa kabila ng lahat ng akibg paghihirap na limutin ka ay di pa rin magawa
october 2005
October 17th, 2005
bad trip…tang inah!
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syempre, andito na naman ako sa paborito kong gawain…
This girl? she’s the most wonderful thing that happened in my life..
The one who really did understood me inside and out..
She wouldm uplift you up whenever you’re down but she down herself too at times..
Mahirap pakiusapan, sobrang habang litanya ang dapat mong ihanda para lang bumigay siya..
But at the end, she actually listens and makes you feel that everything will be fine..
She could make you smile with her simple gestures(kahit sa phone lang) and at times pinapaiyak ka pa(for the record five times mo na akong pinaiyak ha)..
But never I would give-up this girl of mine..
She’s a true blessing and most precious thing in my life..
The reason of my life..
The one who changed me into someone I never thought I could be..
Simply by just believing in me and loving me honestly..
Hope I can always make you smile..
‘coz your smile and happiness means the whole world to me..
I love you so very much my everdearest..
Promise to stick beside you thru thick and thin..
with God as my witness..
galing yan kay marvin jasper for jessica inggrid
Marvin
is a guy full of contrasting traits
he cn listen patiently until u run out of words to say…
(kasama na yung tutulugan ka!..pinapatawad na kita)
but he cn also mke your ears bleed with his plea for u 2 talk… (dat s wn u dn’t wnt 2 utter a single word…kulit!)
he cn mke u laugh with the silliest things he can concoct…
(cge na tatawa na ko…hahahaha)
or make you cry coz he’s neglecting himself… (sigh!)
he cn be really really sweet and understanding at one time…
and super higpit the next second…
and the list goes on…
but I would never ever trade his complexities for riches for he is my treasure…
the kindest guy (talaga lang ha?!)
the sweetest guy
the most caring and lovable creature…este person…
galing naman to kay jessica inggrid
well anyway, its not that im envading their privacy, but then internet eto, wala silang magagawa kung pakikialaman ko diba?at sna kung di naman nagpadala ng wlang kakwenta-kwentang message si jessica eh di sana di ko nabasa mga testimonials nila… in fairness, masakit pa rin xa huhuhu
wahahaha tang inah ayoko na talaga, bat kc ang hirap nyang pucha talga
October 11th, 2005
the water that runs deep…
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kung matinik ay malalim hehehehe
its not about salawikain ang ididiscuss ko sa ngaun, but about the things that i love here in bikol…
first and foremost is the water…yes! water! as in eych too oh… unlike kc in manila or sumwhere, sobrang conscius (ang spelling) ang paggamit ng tubig kc kelangan mo itong bayaran…
dito sa amin? libre!kaya kahit ilang timba ang ipaligo mo, spring eh.. yun nga lang di masyadong private kpag maliligo, kc public hehe pero sige lang buhos lang, mawawala din ang sabon sa katawan
wala pa ring trabaho …
October 4th, 2005
i dont wanna miss a thing…
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kindly sing it pleaze? hehe oh how i remember the boy (but i cant remember the feeling anyomre) who sung?sang? (hala, di ko pa rin alam rule dito) this to me over the phone whehehehe pero asan na? ang mga pangako mo? bigla kang naglaho wahahaha anyway hindi po xa ang topic na tin for today
yes, im already here in bikol.im here in tabaco to make my resume and applicatuion letters, but what i am doing? making my blog wehehehe
hay…eto po ang mga mami-miss ko sa loob ng dalwang buwan na pananatili ko sa labas ng bikol
1) ang makati of course, maalala ko pa ng una kong apak sa ayala avenue kasama si pia
2) ang PBCom tower of course, kailangan pa bang imemorize yan? unang building na naapakan ko sa makati. job offer namin ni pia
3) Philam building, two weeks din ako dito..halo-halong emosyon ang naramdaman ko dito -excitement, crying moments, nervouznezz, name it, i felt it hehehe
4) peter Randy dela Cruz, sige na nga mami-miss na rin kita…cute ka naman eh..hmp
5) ang crossing ng paseo de roxas at ayala avenue, syempre nasaksihan ko dito ang malawakang? rally ng mga anti gloria rallyist..hay naku, istorbo kayo sa byahe
6)allied bank, syempre isang buwan din akong panhik-manaog sa nakabibinging entrance door nito, maraming naging kaibigan etc
7)Daksh classmate, teammate (Dakshman Begins), friends : kat, emjay, jovie,fat, nanz, july, chato, eliza, jovert, erik, rob, dan, nilo, pat, tin, nizzi, bec and beth (hay, ganda talaga pag unti lang classmate wala kang nalilimutang ilgay)
9) ang daan patungong ayala parksquare na kung tawagin ay walk way Ü
and of coure, malilimutan ba naman kita dear?
10) MISS ROXANNE MENDOZA - wanna taste my lips? pano nga yung spiderman wehehehe… uy salamat friend..miss you so much Ü
October 2nd, 2005
my buttersweet memoire
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is it? anyway, today is my official last day in villamor airbase( wish ko lang malinaw ang mga letters dito sa keypad na ginagamit ko diba? dam!oo dam! hihihi bkt ba> ako author eh…)
its been since monday nyt that ive been dying to visit an internet shop, hub na lang para sosyal…
anyway lets start… last fri, the other fri… i went to makati to encash my cheque (oh diva, sosyal ang lola mo) lawak pala ng Citibank makati… after that i decided to go to allied to look for anyone from workforce, actually i shud be looking for ms. magnaye. but then by that time kc i forgot her name… so dumaan muna ako sa 7/11, mini stop pla para mag-eload (wala kc talaga akong pera, hiniram ko nga lang pamasahe ko eh…) para matext ko si sir dan ang TL ko para malaman name ng workforce supervisor…
fortunately, my former team’s shift was changed from 530pm-2am to 6am-230pm, thus my team was there and i cud speak with my TL… i dunno what happened next basta monday i was told to go to allied by monday…between 9pm-6am…take note graveyard jan…eto pa sabi, anytime within that time daw at my most convenient time..convenient ba yang oras na yan?!
and so… i went to ayala, monday at 7pm from villamor with all the thoughts that i can already have my exit interview, and that was what i told evryone in the household.oh but no, miss via magnaye is not around…she’s in citibank but the girl there told me that she’s coming back soon, so i just have to wait for her insread of going to citibank…its 11pm, so i went again to their station, wala pa xa and the worst tapos na duty ng napagtanungan ko…past eleven, i went to HRs station, and then she told me that my resignation letter shud be approved by ms magnaye, TLs signature alone is not enuf…later on, i decided to call ms magnaye in citibank…to shorten the story, i was terminated…bloody hell…f***! kaya pla meron pa akong payslip dated sep1 to 15..so ang labas parang nag-awol ko, at dahil sang tambak na ang absent ko na terminate ako… naulog na lang ako sa sleeping quarter, actually i cant sleep, di ko alam kung namamahay ako, o sobrang lamig lang at wala akong kumot… as in nakapikit lang ako til mag-alarm cp ko…
tues nyt, i called jewel, i ask for re exit interview ahh no my clearance..and then she told me i still need to take exit interview kht terminated…"maam can i have it asap?" "ahh ok, r u availble tom at 10?" "yes maam, in the morning?" "no in the evening" "ahh ok, shure"
so wed, pumunta ulit ako ng allied ng wed ng gabi…just to find out na nagmeeting ang mgaling na hr ng usairways…eto pa ha… fixed na every wed may meeting ang mga HR, bad trip diba? nag-sked pa xa…hindi lng ako, meron din xang binigyan ng sked at 11pm…bad trip! ayon, buti may dumating na isang hr kya lang di sa account namin, buti pinayagan nya kame mag-fill out ng ext intvw form, kaya di nya kame kayang i-oral intrvw kc sobrang bc daw cla… mga alas kwatro pumasok na ulit ako sa sleeping quarter at natulog//swerte ko ngayon, kc my kumot na…
bumagon ako at 520am, at dumaan sa jollibee para i-try ang kanilang pinagmamalaki sa commercial na bagong style ng fries nila…and since para naman akong tanga, na kauma-umaga eh frnch fries agd lalamunin ko, dinagdagan ko na rin ng byrger at ice tea…ngayon ang verdict: kung sino man ang nagconceptualize ng burger na yun, TANGA! bagsak yun sa sabj nyang nutrition at chem? aba, maalat na nga ang fried, nilagyan pa ng maalat na cheese..wala yatang ibang alam yun na element kundi sodium chloride eh…
ayun, as i said earlier im going home in bikol already by tom…supposedly sa tues pa..kya lang baka iwan na ako ng trabahong nag-iintay sa akin…sana groom na lang yung nag-aantay noh? hehehe pag-usapan natin yan mamya, ngaun na lang kaya, para may connection… ayun, may textfriend ako frm batangas, 26, kinda old no? hehe parang sinabi ko na rin na matand na si kuya ******. Ü
honestly, he keeps coming back on ma mind… i thought i already perfected ignoring him whenever sumthing reminds me of him…pero alam nyo yun, khit dapat di ko na xa isipin kc alam ko di nman kami suited parati xang una kong naiisip kapag nagbabasa ako ng novel, lalo na yung isa kung nabasa, na ang arte ng lalaki, pakipot pa..what i mean is basta, secretive somehow kc ayaw maapakan ang pride, Matthew Farrel pa ang name pareho pa sila ng start ng name, then when i went to allied, puros marvin ang naririnig ko…kc merong activity ang usairways, filipiniana costume, eh yung marvin na yun ang parang bet ng lahat na manalo, kya yun, magsawa-sawa ako sa karirinig ng pangalan…tas ng pauwi na ako sa nicols dumaan ako sa tramo, yung nakasalubong ko na tryc, my marvin sa unahan, yung jeep, ang nasa taas marvin…hay naku…
ano pa ba? wala na po hehehe
sept 2005
September 25th, 2005
the point of no
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return? could be… especially if you already put ur past behind… or if you just thought you already leave it behind… (can you please try to explain what could be the connection of that phrase in question and the succeding sentences?)
somehow, somewhere, it will be like a ghost that will haunt you… especially if no reconcialiation has been done in both damaged parties…time will come, no matter how long (it took eleven years from the novel im reading, im quite near to its ending Ü) you will have to settle those unsettled things, make truce, forgive, forget (hopefully just the past, and another kind of friendship will bloom in its proper time), love… never mind the last thing i suggested…
lakas ba tama ng pagbabasa ng novel? di ko masummarize yung kwento dito eh, sobra kahaba…
September 13th, 2005
FiNdInG tHe RigHt PeRsOn
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Finding the right person is very hard and very wrong…
it is best to be the right person for the one you love
and start from there…you’ll always end up disappointed
when you set standards and define a "right person" for
you…and don’t rush things coz somewhere somehow God is
preparing somebody for you."
Don’t be in a hurry to get into a relationship because
you can never find love if you insist that you are
already into it. Try to find time to really understand
your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what
you really want in a relationship. You’re right, there’s
no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there’s a
compatible partnership that goes along with it. If you
already knew that you’re too big to fit into a small
sized t-shirt, don’t give it a try. You’ll probably
break it and pay for the damages you have made.
If you knew and felt that the relationship will not
last, don’t go deeper into it. You’ll just suffer the
consequences and live like hell for the rest of your
life. It’s really hard to say goodbye though, but you
can’t make it any better by just pretending you still
have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself
a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a
chance to grow and give your heart a much needed
attention. Then you will find that you have made the
right decision and you made it all by yourself.
We call it love when we can’t leave someone and see
them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, it’s
just pity.
We call it love when we’re too attached and think that
losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and
unable to face the storms of life. We misunderstood,
its just that we’re too much dependent to them.
We call it love when we give our whole life to them,
the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave,
no one would accept us and our past. We are mistaken,
its just insecurity.
But no matter what the definition is, the truth still
remains that love isn’t something you can buy or beg.
It is real and existing. You can’t touch it but you
can feel it in your heart. You can’t find it, but it
will knock before you when you least expect it to
come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven,
but don’t forget that it can also make you the most
miserable person in the whole galaxy…
September 6th, 2005
the day you said good…
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hay naku, ano ba meron sa hale? at baliw na baliw ang mga kadalagahan dito?
anyway, walang awayan hehe nakita ko na rin sila when i attended their concert in UP Bahay ng Alumni
anong balita? as much as i want to paste our discussion here, ayoko naman, kc mamya bka mabisto nya na ako..i-personalize ko na lang isend sa mga tao hehehe
ika nga ni ate gen:pangarap ka na lang ba o magiging katotohanan
honestly, di ito ang orig na them ng post ko..kya lang kulang me sa concentration, and im really trying to remove him in my mind…hirap makalimot..ika nga ng song
"i remember the boy, but i cant remember the feeling anymore…"
1 Comments
Genevieve said,
Genevieve said,
So…ur lucky “dream” guy is disturbing you? Sus naman kasi…sabi ng…(ooppss, STOP!) remove him in ur mind? i don’t think so! Hahahaha..pwede ako na ang mag-post? remember…well documented yun sa archives ko…now i have something to “blackmail” u!
September 1st, 2005
lief ends
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Anong araw na ba ngayon>?
Supposedly, aug 27 ko pa iti-check ang mail ko… but then, wag ka, akoy inatake ng ulcer! Badtrip!
Ano na ngayon? Byernes, isang araw na lang sabado na naman, two weeks ko ng di nababasa mga mails ko……hay………….
DISCLAIMER: wala kayong mapapala dto, plain life story ko lang ito over the past two weeks…di ako mahilig mag-connect sa lesson of life eh hehehe
Anyways, days before aug27, ang ganda ng mga plano kong isusulat dito sa journal ko hehe
About the calls that I received within the week, mga napaligaya ko, mga naasar dahil sa aking one moment line hehehe just to ask someone about what to say and what to do etc etc
Tas kc bawal magpalit ng names or gumamit ng alias, so ako na ang ganda-ganda ng name, esperanza ever pa rin ang gamit ko…kya pag nasagot ako ng call, ganire:
Me: USAIRWAYS, ESPERANZA
Caller: Oh hi BRENDA!
Oh dava? Ang bingi! Pero di ko na sila kino-correct para if ever may mgawa akong mali, hindi si esperanza ang irereklamo nila, si brenda, kung sino man yun hehehe
Malas na lang kung may brenda na nag-eexist na reservation sales rep hehehe
Basta mas marami naman akong naging magandang calls insated of horrifying calls hehehe
Alam nyo ba? Nilalagnat ako ng first day of work ko til wed…tpos dahiol nga di ako kumain ng matino ng Monday nyt, inubo ako..maliban kc sa ulcer/gastritis, ubo ang effect sa akin kpg ako’y nalipasan ng gutom…so starting wed nyt, umuubo na ako while taking calls…
Basta yun, sat am na ako nagsuka,. At dinala na me sa hospital, and the doc advised me to rest for five days…Sunday nyt, my mother texted my uncle that shell be arriving in munti on monday nyt…
Basta in short, pinagresign na ako..badtrip..kya ko na sanang pumasok by thur eh…nakapasok nga ako ng 38 degrees celcius ang temp ko eh..diba? basta last wed, binigay ko na reisgnation letter ko … kya lang di pa tapos proces kc, I nid a doc cert saying that im not fit to work etc etc
Uy punta ako ng lb sa sep10 ha?tas uwi na yata me ng bikol on sep11 or 12
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