may 2005

May 10th, 2005

la lang

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been to

soda beach, matalibong tiwi, albay

cagsawa ruins

mayon resthouse

dhio endheka spring rsort, buang tabaco city

pili cam sur

botolan,zambales

lubao, pampanga

clark airbase

uminagn pangasinan

august 2005

August 14th, 2005

babasahin nyo ba/

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ewan kko..txt me 09203541851

or drop a line either in my ym or friendster

splucena6284@yahoo.com

and WTH are you doing in tagaytay? reminiscing the past? those days when you and your ex were still dating?!

saan? alin?

OMG!

ang daming happenings ngayong april...

last november na-set na yung reunion sa bikol ng clan nina kaizer this coming holy week. syempre masaya to kahit holy week, reunion eh. tska at least makakauwi na naman ng bikol. then iiwan na rin si LK for his summer vacation with my parents. problem is wala pa akong nakukuhang definite date. 

apparently, by january, i receive a text from my cousin inviting for her 18th bday on april 24th. that's easter sunday. katatapos lang ng holy week. asa manila na kaya kami nito? paano si LK? eh luluwas din ng manila ang pamilya ko by april 22nd to attend lara's bday. kung nakauwi naman na kami nito kawawa naman si LK sa byahe. plane? mahal na yan. katatapos lang ng promo ng cebu pac for april flights. ang corny naman kung ako lang ang aatend at yung mag ama ko ay hindi. BUT NO! i can't skip this event, hindi dahil excited ako sa theme (hehehehe) pero lara is special to me. hindi na syempre mauulit ang 18th bday nya.

kung mas pipiliin ko naman yung bikol, may chance na maka attend rin ako ng events na organized ng mga high school batchmates. ika nga 2 birds in one stone. 

kailangang alamin ang sched sa bikol. gusto ko ng bilhan ng damit si lance para sa birthday ni tita lara nya 

and i want this:

hahaha joke lang. baka di ako papasukin hehehe

hi multiply! =)

insecurity kills the cat

i know, but i'm a no-brainer so curiosity wouldn't kill me...

We had watch the last installment of The Chronicles of Narnia last Saturday, and one scene made me cry.

I don't know if i am just imagining things but of course we're husband and wife. After we went down from the jeepney I waited for him to hold my hands. Done counting silently so i made the effort.

The last full show wil be at 10:20pm and we still have an hour to waste. We went to the department store and bought myself sandals. I don't know if its not really his thing but I can't feel him. But then I just tried to ignore what i'm thinking.

Then there goes the movie. I can relate myself to LUCY - wanting to become someone else, being jealous (?). Aslan appeared and left these words to Lucy:

"You doubt your value. Don't run from who you are."

Tears came falling from eyes without him knowing. Then I just realized that somehow after "the event" that had happened in our lives i've been trying to find out who that girl is. Maybe somehow i could imitate her and maybe somehow it could make him fall in love with me again.

So much with that...

Another thing happened that made me insecure (damn this feeling!). Although I was already advised who the _______ are but stil when I saw them I felt bad especially when I realized that some of them are younger than me. Siguro nga I dont deserve to be one of them. I dont belong, kumbaga.

hayyy,  a lot of things to fix inside me....

Ciao!

done watching HP7 this morning =)